Ok... So i have come to the conclusion that no guy likes me. So... Going to take some time for myself. I dont need a guy to make me happy. I have books and music for that. And my friends...
No prom. No dates. No boyfriend. No holding hands. No hugging. No flirting. Just me, myself and i. I need to get back to caring about myself and focusing on my grades and things like that.
I will always be here, but i am destroying myself to make you happy.... To make anyone happy. I cant do that anymore. I need to focus on getting better..
I need to get over all of them. Hell! It still hurts when i see... Him. And him. And i dont want it to hurt when i see you. I can handle alot, but friends are what we have to stay.
I have to find myself before i can help others. I need get over them and start over.. I have to.. I want to focus on school, music, friends, and myself. I havent really ever taken time to make sure im ok... So im going to start doing that.
