𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐚𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐨 𝐱 𝐊𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐞 (𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬)

Better This Way (6)

It's been getting harder and harder to be without you.

I can't sleep, or eat

I can't focus or think clearly anymore

I've been smoking a ton lately, it doesn't help anymore

I've be going to the bar more frequently than I should.

I can't take this

I hate this

All I wish for is to have you back in my arm's where I can just embrace you, love you..

All I see is black and white now..

Before I saw vibrate colors all over the place, mostly when you're around

I think I've forgot how to be the 'hero' I once was.

I'm such a coward..

You've reminded me of all the things we've taken for granted, how easy it is to forget that most of us are blessed to have the things we do.

How we take having a mother and father that's always there for you for granted because we just assume that everyone has that.

You've helped me in so maybe ways, you helped find my purpose in life.

You helped me see why I try to be the savior of other's in need because I remember when no one gave me that help.

I want you to know how strong and beautiful you are because you're a true hero

One that is true to your heart and will do the right thing, even if it means you suffer a bit in the process.

You're amazing

And I don't deserve you

But please

Let me be selfish just this once

Let me have you again..

Let me be yours

I'm coming for you..

                
                       -Kousuke Ooshiba