𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐚𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐨 𝐱 𝐊𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐞 (𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬)

Better This Way (5)

You know, I've started to see the old me a whole lot more now..

How I was before I met you..

Before I met ken and the guys..

How miserable and hurt I was..

How abused and sad I was. I hated to be that boy who just was seen as a weakling..

I hated when people would look at me and think 'poor kid, he can't even do anything for himself'

I hate being pitted because it just means that person things less of you

I want someone to want to help me because they think I can be something one day..

Because they believe that I'm not weak..

Because they wanna see me thrive..

And now all I see is a hurt and damaged boy who's nothing more than a maid and stepping stool for people.

But..

All of that changed when I met you.

Why?

What's so special about you that made me feel..

Whole?

Was it the way you ruffled my hair whenever I did something right?

Was it the fact that you welcomed me in to family with open arm's?

Was it the way you looked at me with such care?

Maybe it was all of those things..

Maybe it's because you're someone I wish to be one day.

You saved me from so much, you helped me realize that anything is possible if you work for it. That if you really want it you will fight hard for it..

And I can't stand it being here without you..

So..

Maybe..

I'll do just that..

I'm coming..

                              -Masahiro Setagawa