Fine Line - Larry Stylinson AU

Hour 14

Hello my lovies!!

Enjoy this next one🥰

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Nessie😘💙💚

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Louis sat back against his chair refusing to speak. Everything said before was running through his head. Harry was more aware and sighed looking at the pouring rain. It was dark out now, but he could still see the sky's tears

"We were both on a roll. Louis was recording, releasing music, videos, tour dates. Even performed in a couple places. I did the same and released my album. We saw each other when we could. The two week rule was still in place. I mean, sometimes it was hard, but we tried."

Dr Hale hummed writing down on her pad, then eyes Louis

"Louis. How was twenty-nineteen for you?" he sighed annoyed, he could feel Harry's hand slowly lay over his knee and it made him gulp. This was too much

"Babe. Just let it all out. Please?" he turned almost slow motion like, tears threatening to fall

"It was tough. Both amazing and hard for me. But I held it together because I had my family, friends, and Harry. That year went by so fast. And it was one of my favorite years because we were so happy." Harry could hear the pen glide against the paper and he bit his lip looking down at his feet

The brunette girl adjusted her frames and eyed him stopping her writing. She watched as he nervously bit at his finger.

"Harry?" he looked up at her immediately and sighed. "You say you both were on a roll, but you never said if it was good for you or not. How did you feel?"

Louis eyed the back of his husband's head, waiting for the truth. He watched as Harry turned to face him

"It was good."

"But?"

"But sometimes I felt far away. I was happy that year, I promise. I was. But when I was away from you and saw how much you were growing on your own, it made me feel like I needed to be there more." Louis furrows his brows and sits up straighter taking his boy's hands in his

"Haz...Did you feel like you weren't enough for me? Because you always have and always will be love." Harry bit his lip and started playing with Louis' fingers

"I know that I am, I do. S'just....it's hard to see you be so good and grow apart from me sometimes. Especially when you're going through a hard time. There are times where I feel like I can do better as your partner."

Before Louis could speak, Doctor Hale looked at her watch, stood, then walked over to the door.

"I believe this may be part of your doubts?" she opened the door and in came the brunette that stood between them for so many years

"Eleanor?" she shyly waved and walked inside with both dogs. "Cliff!" the big ol' softy ran to his owner barking at him for his attention

"Go on hon, sit right there." Harry eyed her and Bruce, Louis shook his head leaning back against the couch and sighed still petting Clifford's head

"No offense doc, but we're all on good terms now. What would she possibly bring to this session that-

"Louis. Let Harry and Eleanor talk." he sighed sitting up again and watched the doctor eye Harry and motion to the girl

Everyone could feel the tension. Even both dogs who wined and ended up laying on the floor

"What would I say. She's a part of-