I want to know how it feels when you're in love. . .
I want to feel the leisure when someone calls my name and they make it sounds so delightful. . .
I want to feel the excitement of having someone to take me out on a date. . .
I want to feel the blush on my cheeks when someone says that I'm beautiful. . .
I want to feel the safety on someone taking me home when it's getting late. . .
I have to find my true love. . .
Someone who can make me feel auspicious just by having him. . .
Someone who can make me smile with just a glimpse of him. . .
Someone who will be there for me when I need someone to depend on. . .
Someone who will be my strength when I can barely hang on. . .
"Scratch this shit!" I cursed to myself as I ruffled the piece of paper where my expectations are written in a poetic form. I wrote it way back when I was 12, I saw an old couple holding hands while walking passed me in the park. I felt their affection towards each other and I can't help but to feel the need to have someone hold my hand and look me in the eyes like they do. I was so young back then but I had been very wishful.
I used to think that love is the most wonderful thing you'll ever experience in your whole life. But now, I figured out that it really is the most powerful damn thing that can cut the shit hell out of you in just a blink of an eye.
To say that I am heartbroken is an understatement.
I am inconsolable. My emotions are wretched. How could my heart be so foolish? And now I don't have even a slightest clue on how I can be sane again. . .
I inhaled and let out a deepest sigh. . . if that's even humanly possible.
"So from this day onwards, I vow to not let my dim-witted heart ever fall for anybody anymore!!!" I uttered to myself.
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New Girl in Town..
Teen FictionCopyright© 2012 No part of this document may be copied or reproduce without a consent from the author. Cindy Mendez is an average teenage girl who never had luck in love. She falls in love way too fast and too much. Afraid to make the same mistakes...