imagines // boondocks .

you hurt me // huey

TW : Abuse , Manipulation

you hurt me
you are the moon that controls the tides of my eyes
you are a dark moon
with thousands of craters
thousands of imperfections
i have imperfections too
one of them is me loving you

i sit in the corner of the room letting the tears fall onto my poem

huey did it again , he hurt me , yelled at me, accused me..

i'm tired of this , i cant keep putting up with this

i run to my closet grabbing a book bag , i really needed to get away..

i started to pack it with anything and everything until it was full

i put the bag on my back , as i walk to my bedroom door i get a glimpse of myself
bruises where he knew no one would see
he's smart.. too smart

i feel my eyes grow tears , i look away from the mirror and try to open the door only to find out it was locked from the outside

i sighed and stepped back , i looked around the room and my eyes locked on the window

i walked over , and opened it.
my room was on the second floor , jumping down could really hurt me

i need to stop hesitating and get the hell up out of here.

i open the window, and pulled my body through so i could sit on the ledge

here we go.

i close my eyes as i jump , immediately hitting the floor falling over

fuck my ankle.

open my eyes to see i was outside.. i did it

i could feel myself gaining all my joy back as i start to limp down the road

"are you okay?" a deep voice said behind me

i knew exactly who it was .. fuck

i slowly turn around to see huey staring down on me , he was definitely angry

i feel my breath speed up as all my joy vanished

i quickly turn around making a run for it , quickly getting grabbed and pushed up against him

he grabs my arms and wrapped his around me , so i couldn't move

"you didn't think you could just leave me did you?" he says in my ear

Phase One : insults

"i- i'm sorry huey please don't hurt me.." i feel tears well up in my eyes as we squeezed me harder

"You're all mine, got that. i could give you so many reasons why no one else would even look your way. we could rule this world together but you always have to be fucking difficult."

"huey , my ankle you're hurting me."

he sighs and backs up "i could help you with that darling." he picks me up bridal style and walks me back to the house

as to think i was getting away

he opens the door with one hand , and places me on the counter

"where's your phone." he asked staring me in my eyes

"i- .. stop trying to check my phone!" i say gaining a little confidence to stick up for myself

i could just feel his eyes on me

he paces around the room , looking for it
which eventually he did

he grabbed it and walked back up to me

"password." he simply said and i shook my head

he was beyond mad now

he smashed my phone on the floor causing me to jump

Phase Two : Possession

he grabs me by my neck
"You're mine alright! So that means I get to check your phone , I get to make your decisions! so stop trying to run away making everything so fucking difficult!"
he raised his voice with every word

"huey!" i tapped his hand on my neck

"i cant.. breathe." i say gasping for air

he immediately lets go

Phase Three : Guilt

"i'm sorry- i don't know what got over me i-." he stops and looks away

I could hear him sobbing as he wiped his tears

"i'm so sorry, i'm a fucking monster.. please don't leave me , i promise i could be nice sometimes! just give me another chance i'll make it up to you i promise!"

he picks me up again , walking up upstairs

"huey what , about my ankle!"

"shut the fuck up."
i knew if i didn't listen he would hurt me again

he places me in the bed and lays down with me pulling my head onto his chest

"with a broken ankle there's no way to leave me now." he chuckles

i stay silent , i look over at the mirror in the room , he was smiling

i notice the marks on my neck he left

Phase 4 : one sided happiness

"i'm so glad you're mine.. i'm the only one you have , you should be thanking me
now promise me you'll never leave."

"i- i promise."

he holds his pinky out interlocking it with mine

"you can never break a pinky promise."

words from when we were younger , something i always said , and he always laughed calling me naive

huey did this so much i started to memorize, every phase he used against me..

"i love you , my dear."