I DESPERATELY WANT TO BE OBSERVING THE WORLD WITH YOU AND HOLDING YOU TIGHT BENEATH MY ARMS BUT THE THING IS IM SO ALONE IN THIS COLD BED WHILE YOU HUG THE BEAUTIFUL BOY I LONG TO BE AND YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH THAT AFFECTS ME BECAUSE IM RIGHT HERE ALL ALONE AND WITH NO ONE TO TALK TO BUT THE DEVIL IN MY HEAD TELLING ME TO DO THINGS I KNOW YOU WOULDNT GIVE A SHIT IF I DID BUT IM BEGGING YOU JUST A GLANCE A GLIMPSE OR THE TINIEST BIT OF HUMA INTERACTION FROM YOU WILL DO I BEG OF YOU PLEASE
