Broken..

A/N

hola!

so.

i'm kinda like not motivated like at all😗✌️

but i'll probably start up again ina couple days.

i've just been thinking a lot

like maybe too much and my mental heath has been worse but i currently feel really shitty bcs my mom has been scolding me ab my grades and how i've missed 25 days in a row of school at some point and i've been doing it from home.

so not only am i overthinking ab that but i'm just overthinking in general.

you know what?
anyone wanna switch brains??

like just switch? yanno just like 🔄?

no? yeah... i wouldn't want to either.

okay but anyways..... ya. i'll try to write but i won't promise that it's good or that you'll like it but still.

just gimme time to work on it lol.

also i'm currently listening to star shopping by peep... and i cry to this song sooo......

yeah..

okay but anyways thanks for reading, and please comment and vote and share bcs im desperate🥺

i promise that i'll be good.... also i was listening to a sad podcast. so i'm kinda in the cool but no mood.. yanno?

you're probably confused.....

so basically i'm in a kind of 'i don't give a shit. but i do at the same time' kinda mood. idk.

but anyways how are all of you?

i hope you're doing well...

also i've been on depressing tik tok and a few depressing hp & tua tik toks popped up and i'm just not for it rn...

and i saw a few depressing hp and tua edits on instagram so that just lessened my mood and i just feel numb currently so 😃👍

✨yeah✨.

i just hate everything rn...

but i've also been sleep deprived lately bcs i just don't sleep.

i mean i do but it's either i don't sleep or i sleep all day. it's wierd.

like today, i stayed up until 3:30 (am) and then woke up at 2!(pm)

and then the other day, i went to bed at around 5 or 6 and then i woke up at 9.

so it's just been kinda tough lately. and i've been thinking ab writing a book for a while bcs i really like writing story's of my own bcs i can express myself so.... like this one time i wrote ab a girl who was an orphan for like 3 years and then all of a sudden a random blob thingy showd up and like took care of her....

yeah.

but i wrote that in like 2 grade so......

(also spoiler alert ✨the blob was her dad✨)

and i literally named it "the blob" .......

as you can tell my imagination was ✨ c r e a t i v e ✨

and also i had gotten into a big fight with my dad and needed reassurance so that's probably the only reason i wrote that.

yeah.

so ima go now but like i said, thanks for reading and maybe understanding, and plz vote, comment, share. like i said im desperate 😗

okay anyways bye✌️

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