Ehsaas...

15. revelation

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I don't know kaisa likha h...

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S- shagun mera best friend tha... agar m kisi par sabse jyada bhrosa krti thi to vo shagun tha. Hamesha mere sath rehna... mujhe protect krna... meri care krna... i never loved my family but he was my family.... i was fresher in college jab m usse mili. Jis trah vo mere sath tha itni care aaj tak kisi ne nhi ki meri m bhot childish us time... ek bhot badi fool... a emotional fool... mujhe bilkul idea nhi tha vo insan ye sab kyu kr rha h... mujhe lga he really care for me... dheere dheere i started feel for him or ek usne mujhe pure college ke samne propose kr diya... us din m bhot khush thi... but that was not love... maine usse kabhi pyaar nhi kiya but mujhe lga m usse sach me pyaar krti hu... kuch time tak sab kuch bhot acha tha... pr ek din kisi ne mujhe aa kr keh diya ki insan thik nhi h... but m to us pr blind trust karti thi... m kabhi apne sapne me bhi nhi soch sakti thi ki vo mere sath kabhi dhokha krega... last day of the college... ek party organised thi jaha maine use.... kisi.... kisi or ladki ke sath dekha... i was numb... broken... mujhe kya pta tha ki ek insan itna fake bhi ho sakta h... or jab use pta chla ki m sab janti hu to usne kaha ki vo mujhse kabhi pyaar krta hi nhi tha... mujhe bhot gussa aaya... koi insan kisi ki feelings ke sath kaise khel sakta h... i slaped him in front of whole college... or aaj tak us thappad ki kimat chuka rhi hu m... 1 saal tak maine uski shakal nhi dekhi... dheere dheere uske liye nafrat badhti gyi... i started hated him... then i realise i never loved him because agar aap kisi se pyaar krte h to usse nafrat nhi kr sakte... its impossible... kuch time baad meri so called family ne apne so called business ke liye meri shaadi kr di... us time mujhe meri family se dur jana tha kyuki un logo me mujhe suffocated feel hota tha... isiliye maine shaadi ke liye ha kr di... pearl se shaadi hone ke baad maine kabhi apni  family ki shakal bhi nhi dekhi... pearl was very nice... usne kabhi mujhe kisi chiz ke liye force nhi kiya... pure 6 mahine maine usse thik se baat tak nhi.... but phir bhi vo humesha try krta tha mujhe khush rakhne ki... mujhse baat krne ki... kuch baad m thik ho gyi... mujhe lga ab mujhe is rishte ko ek chance dena chaiye... uska mere liye pyaar itna tha ki shagun ko bhulne me jyada wakt nhi lga.... hum log bhot khush the... just like a perfect life... sab sahi tha... uske parents ne kabhi mujhe vo pyaar nhi diya but pearl ki vjah se m vo sab bhi tolerate krti thi... kyuki m use chod kr nhi jana chahti thi... m phir se pehli jaisi ho gyi thi... sab kuch bhula kr ek new life start ki... vahi sana phir se ban gyi jise shagun ne toda tha or pearl ne bnaya tha... pearl aisa tha ki gar kabhi mere bhi chot lagti thi to uski ankho se ansoo aate the.....

(Flashback)

P- sana... sana.... where are you baby...

S- in kitchen....

He go in kitchen.

P- hey.. what are you doing.

S- amm dinner bna rhi hu...

P- cook kaha h??

S- vo aaj aaye nhi... but you don't worry m bna lungi...

P- are you sure... otherwise m order kr dunga tumhe bnane ki jrurat nhi h...

S- nhi.. m bnaugi...

P- okk m change kr ke aaya...

S- okk....

Sana was cutting vegetables but by mistake her hand got a deep cut. Just then pearl enter.

S- aahhh...