New life

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Hello everyone this chapter will contain things that could be triggering
Pls never do anything that happens in these books you are loved , I love you bye now

6 years have past
It's honestly been a struggle but I have had my whole family with me the whole time
Sage , she saved me so many times
The first year was the worst
I fell heavily into a numb depressed state
I only showed some emotion to only my daughter, even if it was fake half of the time
I would have never ever
Let my daughter see me at my worse
Yn made me promise and that I will keep
A couple months after the funeral
I would cry every night after putting sage to sleep, I wanted to die. I couldn't stand even looking at the mirror I didn't look like myself
I had stopped streaming , taking a major break
My mom was the only person making sure my house wasn't a shit show
Making sure it was clean
Making sure I was feed
Make sure sage was too
She held it for a long time
And I love her dearly for it
.....
One night she walked into my room and I was laying there crying holding my self and I held her ring close to my heart
I held her clothes trying to smell her scent again
I couldn't it's been months the scent has washed away just like her
My mother walked in
I could see her shadow from the door light
The bed slightly pressured from her weight of coming on
She held my head onto her lap
"Sweetheart, i know the amount of hurt your going thru..." she whispered while gently putting her hands into my hair while one hand resting on my jaw
"... you know I think yn .... she was your soulmate but the thing is that soulmates well there isn't only one soulmate , so maybe she was your soulmate of growth. Maybe god or who ever is up there doing this , maybe it was planned for you to meet her so that you could be blessed with sage and maybe she was the soulmate your supposed to love forever but move on from and find your earth soulmate . Yn she is your forever soulmate , in your next life she will be there again for you because she is ment to be for you maybe there isn't a next life and maybe it heaven , either way she waiting for you happily, now my son have some rest , sleep and wake up tomorrow for you
Not for sage
Not for me
But for you "
She continued to brush thru my hair till I feel asleep
The next morning, my mother had left for work and I felt better somehow smth had changed
Some light has shinned through
While changing sages clothes I hear a knock at the door
I open it too see police asking if they can come in
"Sir your father , he is in jail"
That sick baster finaly got what he deserves
"For the murder of your mother "
Once again it felt like time stopped
The light was shinning no more
It was just dark and cold
My father that morning followed my mom
And murder her in cold blood and dragged her body all the way to the police station
He walked in with her lifeless body screaming
But not a scared scream u hear from horror movies but a laughing scream , it freaked out everyone at the station
.....
The night after my mother's funeral
My sister moved into my house
No one wanted to leave me alone I just wanted to be alone
IM A HORRIBLE FATHER , I can't even take care of her I'm so stuck on myself
I give up so I sat at my desk and started writing
Mostly apologizing and taking to my daughter she deserves to know how her father
And so I sat down on my bed holding two pill bottles
And I took them
Only for my body to start shaking and hearing a scream
My sister had walked in
And all I could think was
'Please leave me alone I just want to see my love again, I can't do this no more I want her , I just want her'
... I spent 6 months ins a rehab program and I somehow I felt better
I would see my daughter every other day making sure I had a relationship with her still
She was growing up fast and I wish I was there everyday for it
Once that day of leaving came
I was scared so scared
But some how it went well
As I stepped into my house it was quite and I turned to my sister
"So this a good bye huh brother ?"
"Nah not at all "
My sister would be moving to New York due to a new job offer , I was proud of her.
CORPSE SISTER POV
I was scared to leave him alone but he had sage and i really don't know but something felt different, in a better way
I knew my bother was going to be safe and he would be healthy
I know him and I love him.
We said our goodbye and I hugged him one last time
I held tightly , I kissed his forehead and held his face one more time
" I will miss you bro honestly I don't know how I will live without you "I say choked up
" don't worry I think I will be just fine , I'm proud of you yk and I will miss you so much and I love you so have a safe trip"
And that was our goodbyes
CORPSE POV
That day I walked into my house with sage and decided
No more break I'm getting back to work
I turned on my computer texted
Felix

Messages
Me: Hey any room to play Minecraft with y'all tonight as my come back

Felixyyy : Ayyyy corpse , anything for you man
I will text everyone so see u tonight then;)))

End of texts

Things felt better and things were changing

.............
5 years later

Sages POV
"DAD WHERES MY BAG I CANT FIND IT
DADDD DO YOU HEAR ME"
Ugh I swear this man is deaf for something
I walked into my dads room and there he is standing putting on his suit to go to work
My dad owns this really big company called
(Yn nickname , Corporation )
It's this huge gaming technologys stuff I don't really understand but eitehr way he is really smart and now he is the ceo
" are you ready to go sweethert ?"
"No dad I can't find my stupied bag ughhhh , I hate this so much I hate it "
" hey hey hey calm down there Ivy, yk you are just like your mom
When ever things didn't go wrong she would want to just give up but here's the thing she never did she was one of the strongest women I knew same with your grandma , you come from strong hard working women , and you make sure to let the world know that okay "
"Okay, now let's go find my bag daddy "
I said grabbing his hand
We finaly found it and dad dropped me off at the bus drop
I missed the bus and I didn't want to tell dad
So I decided I would go tell mom instead she always let me talk and talk and talk till I have no more breaths or air in my lungs
.....
I sat down on my moms grave cleaning it up slightly
"Hey mom so I missed the bus and I really didn't want to go tel dad or go home so decided I would come too you and Grammy"
I said while closing my eyes and once I opened them there they were
Mom and Grammy
"Sweetheart your dad would be worried sick if he got a call saying you Weren't at school"
" I know Grammy but but I wanted to see y'all , I miss you guys so much " I said while my mother runned her hand thru my hair " you know what how about we call your dad tell him your here and that u missed the bus and u can talk with us till he is here okay and make sure to give him a big kiss for me and Grammy okay ?"
Okay "mommy"
CORPSE POV
I had gotten a call saying ivy wasn't at school which was supprisng but I knew where she was
I pulled up to the grave yard to see her laying on her moms grave talking away
I smiled
I was happy

CHAPTER IS DONE BOOM AND IT A LONG ONE
CORE HAS GONE THUR ALOT IM SORRY BUT I HOPE THE ENDING OF THIS CAPTER MADE U HAPPY make sure too vote thank uuuu

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