Quiet weeks

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heyyy everyone I just wanted to say I will be continuing this book and I will be going back to chapters and add more drama more spice and more sweet adorable moments. Anyways let's get this started ALSO THANK U FOR 20kAHHHH

Corpse pov
Day two
Everyone had left the hospital
We were all so tried and sad but thankful everything was a bit better
Sage d. ivory Blair
That was my little girls name
I had to leave the nursery and go into a hospital room to stay in
I sat down on the clean white bed
the pillows were tough zero way I would fall asleep
I opened up my laptop
Twitch.com
Search
I decided I would stream a bit and just talk for a bit
I was tried but I missed the feeling of streaming I had tooken a break
To get my life together and spend it
....
Hey everyone
I know it's been quite sometime
And I just want to say I'm not back yet from my break a lot has happened lately and I think y'all deserve so truth and let's start ....
I stayed there in silence for a bit
Although it felt like forever
I met yn not too long ago Almost two years ago now
It feels like yesterday, I had just met her
She was really really bubbly and quite loud complete opposite from me
'I laughed slightly'
And you know I never thought I would be here now sitting in a fucking hospital bed
With my now wife in surgery and my new born daughter connected to tubes and machines
Oh fick I forgot to tell y'all
My daughter
Our daughter
She was born today
December 24
We named her sage d. Ivory Blair
She beautiful just like her mom
And it killed me thinking about it
I love them both so much
All my life I was filled with nothing to make me live
But for the first time all I want to do is live
'I stopped for a second my tears coming thru '
The chat filled with comments
In shock of my crying and joy of the birth of my daughter
Sadness of the close to death of the love of my life
We all at that moment felt comfert
It felt like pure safety
..........
TWO WEEKS PAST
yn was put on a medical induced coma
It was the only way to help her live
But today I wasn't going to focus on that
I spent that last two weeks getting our house ready for our daughter
Making sure everything was safe and things were ready
My mother had offered to come live at my house to help
As much as I wanted to say no
I knew in my heart taht sage need more then one person to help her right now
She was like a glass baby
If you had dropped her she would shatter
Her immune system is still slightly under developed but all we can do it take her home and get her exposed to different things
Her face started to look more natural she looked happier and excited and ready
Her skin gold colored with rosy cheeks
"Come on buba let's put on your jacket and a bit too cold for you right now"
"Aww my god my two baby's look how adorable y'all are come here to grandma "
My mom then quickly picked up sage and kissed her on both cheeks while sage giggled
Her first giggle
We both laughed with sage and happiness filled the air
"Oh my god these shoes are so tiny my fucki..."I slammed my hand over my mouth knowing what my mom was about to say
"Language dumbass , you have a child . I now have to spend the next weeks with two children god sake"
I took sage back and put her into her sit
I walked over to the icu unit and walked into room 273
She look horrible , it look like all her beauty had been drained
I'm sorry
That's all I could say
I didn't want to leave her like this but I had to
Tomorrow would have been our first Christmas as a family
I kissed her forehead and suddenly felt her hand slowly grip my finger that was lying on her
And as I walked out I made a promise
Not for her but for me
I wouldn't put any pity in her she would live
But for her to live she needs time
And that's what's happing
.....
Christmas morning
I had been able to buy gifts the weeks before
I woke up that morning feeling energized and happy
It was the first time in a long time I felt that
I walked over to sages room
Her laughter filled the room while she hugged her small bunny plushy that yn had made she had said "I want her to be able to have teh scent of me at all times so if I'm at the hospital for a check up or something like that ...."
'I knew she was talking about her dying it hurt to know'
"......taht she will always have her mama near by" she spent almost two months crocheting the small bunny and she had made us write tiny notes and put them inside
I looked at sage her eyes had so much light
She smiled so brightly she rolled to her side to face me still hugging her bunny
As I picked her up she smiled
"Oky let's get you changed and open some presents" I changed her into a dress that my mother had choice for her , as we walked into the living room , I set sage down and she started to roll around on the floor
She had a lot of strangth now she looked like she was trying to push her self up . It melted my heart , she was growing up to fast . I can just remember the first time I had held her
My mother walked up to me handing me a cup of coffee
" we are going your sisters house to open presents but I decided maybe to open some here so we can get photos of sage on her own , is that okay with you buba " my mother said while playing around with her
As I sat down on the floor drinking my coffee I saw a present with my name and yn name signed on it
I picked up and took a long breath
Trying to build up the confidence to open it up
"Open it , it won't hurt , she is safe and is doing better and I think ivory here would love to watch dada open it write buba " she said putting sage in her lap
I opened it slowly
To find a box
With a note
"Dear core
How's sage , is she as beautiful as I imagine her to be
How are you my love
Your probably reading this while I'm not there and your asking yourself how I know this well I made sure that I would take this note out if I was still here,please make sure sage takes swim lessons I have a hunch that she will be really scared although she shouldn't be
She has the worlds best father there for her
There's two gifts in this boxes
I will tell you one of them
The one I'm telling you is for sage when she graduates kindergarten and one for when she graduates college
It's a bracelet and it has a lock on it and once it put on it can't be taken off only stretches over time the second gift she gets is a ring the ring has the key on it
So that she will one day be able to give it away
Thank you
For taking care of her while I can't
I beg you to love her the way I never got loved show her that it's okay to cry , that it's Oky to be strong and it's okay to be your self
Now my love I have to go but Ik im always here for you and I love you so much
I wish I could kiss you right now
So here Is my lipstick mark
Anyways good bye my love take care :)"
I tear fell from my eyes
I loved her and I still do
as I opens the box I saw a small box with my name on it
It was a necklace and a little paper
The necklace was a small tiny silver ring carved with
"Among us our love radiates"
I chuckled slightly
Among us really think about Thats how we met thru a dumb game
I'm thankful for that dumb game now it's changed my life
"Oky who is ready to open presents now" I said to sage as she laughed
I got up will my running to the kitchen getting her bottle
As I ran back I tripped and the milk splashed all over my face and floor
Both my mother and sage laughed so loud I layed there with milk on my face with happiness and joy
I could stay here forever

CHAPTER DONE
WHAT IS SMTH TAHT YALL WANT TO SEE HAPPENS IN THE BOOK
IM HAPPY FOR CORPSE HE SEEMS HAPPY NOW
ANYWAYS  HAPPY CHRISTMAS OR WHATEVER YOU CELEBRATE I DONT CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS BUT THIS CHAPTER IS YOUR GIFT FROM ME HEHEH SORRRY FOR MAKING YALL WAIT SO LONG ANYWAYS BYYEHSBAIEBSKSH
YO 1.5K WORD CHAPTER HEHEH 😏 IM SORRY FOR THE SPELLING MISTAKES ALSO MY PHONE AUTOCORRECTS THAT TO "TAHT " WHICH IS REALLY ANNOYING ALSO I HOPE I MADE YALL CRY 

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