My mask is cracking,
I'm finally breaking.
I can't hold it in anymore.
I shattered my own heart,
Now I'm breaking down.
I'm falling apart,
So listen to me now.
I'm not okay,
I'm not alright.
THIS is the truth,
I'm NOT FINE!
My walls are crumbling down,
There's fire and hell all around.
I can feel myself slowly shatter.
But you don't care, cause I don't matter.
I'm trying to stay strong,
Still struggling to stay clean.
But I've been alone for so long,
And these people are just so mean.
I shattered my own heart,
Now I'm breaking down.
I'm falling apart,
Listen to me now.
I'm not okay anymore,
Forcing a smile is just a chore.
I'm breaking all apart,
Trying not to show my shattered heart.
I'm just so done.
Completely fed up with this shit.
I want to be gone.
What did I do to deserve this?
There's only just one way out that I see.
And it looks like I'm the one who's my own enemy.
Struggling to keep trying.
When I just feel like dying.
But you say that it'll eventually happen anyways.
You say that I should try it out, and just wait.
So I might just wait.
I guess I should wait.
Fine, I'll wait.
So I'm lying here in bed,
Sobbing in a pillow.
Wishing I was dead.
Underneath the weeping willow.
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PoetryPoems. Death, suicide, depression, cutting, sadness, loneliness, bullying, hope, religion, love, tears, pain, joy, and more. Read if you want poems and maybe a few one-shots too. But if you want everything to have perfect rhymes, sorry. Look somewhe...
