A life time of lyrics

Inside

This was written especially for my closest friends ... they know who they are ... when my life smashed face down into the floor these guys kept me sane , possibly even kept me alive , when my heart was in a million pieces these guys greeted me with a love and support that no money could ever buy .... so I dedicate this to A.B.    K.G.   B.D. and H.R.

of the 4 people dedicated here 3 are still massively important to my world .....

Inside

Do you know what it's like to live surrounded by friends

Who's love is real to a point that they'll be there 'til the end

They'll never turn you away , they'll always be at your side

But you're so fucking lonely you wish you could die

ch1

I don't what else to do I don't know what else to say

You fucking guys fucking love me but I'm fading away

ch2

Days are long , nights are longer but it's easy to hide

I keep on smiling so you never know I'm dying inside

I'll carry everyone's pain just like the weight of the world

But it would be nice if I could find the loving arms of a girl

A special someone who would want me just the way that I am

Someone who won't bale out if I end up in a jam

ch1

I don't what else to do I don't know what else to say

You fucking guys fucking love me but I'm fading away

I want somebody to hold , I want somebody to kiss

And then when she isn't there I want somebody to miss

I wish that I could sleep when I go to bed at night

But loneliness is like a war so all I can do is fight

I'll never tell , you'll never see what it's like here inside

Or the times I've seen the sunrise when I'd wished that I had died

I don't what else to do I don't know what else to say

You fucking guys fucking love me but I'm fading away

Days are long , nights are longer but it's easy to hide

I keep on smiling so you never know I'm dying inside

I fucking hate waking up and feeling all of this shit

I won't put up , I won't shut up I've had e-fucking-nough of it

They say life's a lesson and I'm willing to learn

But my question to the teacher is when's it my fucking turn ?

I'll carry everyone's pain just like the weight of the world

And I'll hold on to a dream about just one special girl

I don't know what else to do I don't know what else to say

You fucking guys fucking love me but I'm fading away .