(TW//panic attack)
Tommy
I wake up as if I'm pulled out of my skin
'Fuck' I think
"I can't go a single fucking night without dreaming of that stupid closet," I say with tears falling
I sit and hug my knees, swaying a bit trying to calm myself down but the memories won't stop.
' You don't need any more food!'
I'm kicked
'Just look at you, you deserve nothing!'
I'm slapped
'You are such a disappointment
And punched
'YOU are a GIRL, you were BORN like this for a reason, stop trying to change that!'
Then thrown into a hot and dirty closet with the door locked
It's not working, everything is too loud and vivid, it's like I'm still there
'Not again'
My breathing is irregular so I hold my breath in hopes of calming myself
'Help'
Bruise after bruise and burn, whether it be mental or physical
Scars that show how worthless I am
Memories that are yet to leave
Nightmares that reoccur all the time
"Teagan, hey Teagan breathe," a voice says
I can't see through the tears and I can't breathe at all
"Hey hey, it's okay, I promise you it's okay, you are safe nothing can hurt you anymore," they say
I reach for them because I can't tell what's real anymore
They grab me and hold me to their chest so I can hear their breathing and calming heart
"Look follow my breathing, it's okay, it's all gonna be fine," they say as I cry into their shirt
After 5 minutes of crying and reassuring words, I'm calm enough to talk and see again
I don't want to let go but I have no idea who I'm clinging to
I pull away to get a better look at who it is, they look down at me
It's Techno
I cling to him again, burying my head in his shirt
He laughs and rubs my back a bit
A few minutes pass and he finally speaks up
"See, everything is okay," he says
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