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—doing a million things you don't want to do
              to become someone you never wanted to be 
              bending over backwards to please the crowd
              trying to prove your worth
              and living a life that lacks meaning.

—fuck the friends I had
              they just made me sad.

—but sometimes the worst wounds are the ones
              are the ones you can't see.

—fuck it now I'm faded off the wrong things.

—my pillow's a tissue for my tears.