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I Don't Know What I'm Doing

1dreaming_writer

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1dreaming_writer

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comedy comfort fantasy matureaudience mystery smutwarning triggerwarning

For mature readers, thanks ~ 18+

~TRIGGER WARNINGS~

• Oh boy is there trauma 
• lots of trauma
• I'm not joking 
• SA
• Psychological torture 
• child abuse
• Religious Manipulation 
• The Rich
• not great coping mechanisms 
• yeah I mean drugs
• Addiction
• what did you think I meant?
• SH?
• You sick bastard
• (oh yeah strong language as well)
• and also..
• SH...
• there.. there will be that
• right.
• sorry
• ANYWAY 
• Back to drugs
• don't do drugs kids
• and also don't read this book
• 18+
• you have been warned
• and though this is a fun fantasy setting
• it is not for the faint of heart
• gore
• violence 
• depictions of intense mental illness
• and also apparently of a lotta wet, wet sex
•
• huh
• really hope my parents never find this
• lettuce 
• guacamole 
• bacon
• tomato 
• what were we doing again?
• Right, trigger warnings! for the sweet summer children that think they know what a cold cruel world society can be. This honestly isn't even that bad compared to some stuff I've heard about. THAT BEING SAID I still really hope they never make this into a movie. Might give the kiddies some nightmares. 
• also not triggers but
• LGBTQ friendly! 
• (I might have already said that one..)
• and sex positive!
• int that sweeetttt 
• did you know I'm actually gender fluid?
• riiiggghhhttt Triggers
• ummmmmm
• did I mention the trauma already?
• It's gonn be baddddd
• like bottom of the rice purity test bad
• welp anyway. 
• Hope I didn't miss anything important 
• ~possible foreshadowing~
• Besides that,



... good fucking luck :)


This story will constantly be growing, and I'm not doing "chapters" per say. I'm writing it like journal entries. So I might have a chapter put out to read, with entries I keep adding to it. Keep that in mind. 



Oh also it's based on real events! 


(don't ask me how I know)All Rights Reserved

comedy comfort fantasy matureaudience mystery smutwarning triggerwarning

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