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~~#1 - BEDSIDE ON FEB. 26, 2019~~
I was tensed, and I was nervous.
As clichē as it seems, a night out wasn't exactly a good idea. Sure, it will be enticingly loud, filled with lights and wild, upbeat music, but what about the number of consequential possibilities?
Still, it was a chance to loosen up, and actually experience life. At least my birds were there before the event.
Hope, my orange-winged amazon, and Harpier, my sparrow were left that night. I felt guilty that I left without a goodbye. Hope tilted his head in confusion before I stepped out the door. I loathed the haunting guilt upon me.
Maybe they thought I would never leave them without a farewell. Maybe they were saddened by the fact that I was leaving.