Jungkook P.O.V
I went out cause I wanted some fresh air.....I was really frustrated...
I didn't want to do that with Areum....I seriously didn't...
Everything was right why did she go to that room...
Ahhhh why Areum...
See now I have to lock you there...
Why did you remind me about my revenge by going in that room...
I don't know I can't do this...I don't know why...
It hurts me when I hurt you...
I can't...I just can't....
When I heard you pleading and begging...it broke me apart...it teared my heart....
When I heard you crying I couldn't help but cry...
After her you are the first person I cried for....
I don't want those feelings to come back....
I can't help but scream my heart out....
I can't take the revenge.....
But If I didn't then I would deceive her.....
I don't know what to do...oh GOD help me....
After a while...
I came back home....
I heard Areum's screaming....
I ran down towards the basement room...
I opened the door quickly...
She is screaming...she is crying.... she is shouting.....
My eyes got teary....
The door opened and Areum ran towards me and jumped in my arms...
She was crying mess....I tried to calm her down....
Her cries made me feel like my world broke apart....
She was continuously saying that they would kill me....
I asked her who...
She was just crying and repeating the same thing...
I felt something warm rolling down my cheeks....I realized that time that I was crying....
Suddenly I was welcomed by silence....I looked down and saw Areum passed out....
I panicked....I tried to make her conscious....
I was a crying mess....
"Areum honey please open your eyes....I will never do it again"....
"Please hon please"....
I quickly carried her to our bedroom.....
I called my family doctor....
After a while he came...
I guided him to our room...
I was standing there beside Areum holding her hands....
I caressed her hands....
"Doc what happened to her is she fine..."
"Mr Jeon your wife's condition is not good...."
"She is mentally and physically weak...."
"You shouldn't leave her alone like this when u know she is suffering from PSTD..."
What....
I was shocked....
But I didn't know...I thought
"Mrs Jeon needs care and love...
Please be careful not to do anything that is related to horrifying memories she suffered.....
I think so something happened that reminded her of those horrifying memories....because of which she had a severe panic attack....and because she couldn't control it, she passed out....
She is really weak Mr Jeon.....take care of her health....I am afraid to say but if she didn't recover the outcome will be really devastating for you to handle....
I hope u take my words as a last warning
I am afraid something bad will happen to her....you need to take very good care of her...
She is really weak...please take care of her diet...
Make sure to keep her happy...."
"Thank u doctor Lee....I will take care of her..."
"I hope so Mr Jeon...."
Evening
It's so cold outside....
Seems like the weather is reciprocating my feelings....
A mass of black clouds is shadowing us....
The sound of thunder roaring feels the same way as my mind is roaring from the chaos.....
It's so dark outside, the world just like it's dark inside our garden of life....
The falling raindrops are just like the tears of sadness falling down my cheeks...
The rain washed the dirt of road just like my emotions washed my lost lonely soul....
The lighting strikes just like my angry that strikes you....
Your body scent is as Addictive n Compelling as the Petrichor....
Your dark brown eyes always Bewitched my soul under your spell of Love....
Your sweet voice is like a melodious song....Euphony....
When our voices merge in a Harmonized way it's like a Polyphony...
Always made Derogatory remarks while inside I wonder what an Elegant Ravishing lady you are....
Your Winsome Divine Smile makes me go insane...
Your Heavenly Appealing Charms makes my heart beat so fast...
Looks more Exquisite then a new born....
Everything seems like being aways with the fairies....
I am sorry....Sleep well honey
I turned off the lights....only let the curtains opened....as the light went dim the surroundings gave a soothing aura....
Darkness with a little light...
My wife beside me....
Raining outside as the weather is cold as ice....
I engulfed her petite body....
Our bodies merged with each other......like our heart merged with Love...
Feeling the warmth of each other...I placed my head in the crook of her neck...
Her head on my chest...our heart beating in a sync...
I covered us with a black blanket...
I hugged her so tight....keeping her near me...I didn't want to let her go...
I placed my hand on her stomach.. she moaned as my cold hand came in contact with her warm body....
I slowly moved my hand up and down...
She was moaning...and that was a huge turn on for me...
How much I want to kiss those winsome lips...her cherry plump lips...her lips were slightly parted...I placed my thumb on her lower lip...and caressed her lips..
I had a strange urge to feel her body without any clothes barrier....
I removed mine and her clothes....
I moaned when my body came in contact with her warm body....
The warmth I am wandering for..
Fu*k I cursed....I can't hold it back...I went on top of her...and placed her hands above her head...
I looked at her before kissing those divine lips...
I kissed her slowly...making sure to taste her cherry lips...I sucked her lower lips...I kissed her lips as if they are the most delicate thing I am tasting...
What can be more hotter then the lights being dim...the sound of rain drops...and my cold body in contact with her warm body...and me kissing her delicate divine lips....
I am sure of one thing now...
Those feelings are still lingering hon....
I love you Jeon Areum Jungkook...
You are mine and will always be...
You are my life....my world revolves around you...you bewitched my soul under your spell of love....Your innocence makes me want to ruin you...
My love for you is Endless like the Endless Universe...Unconditional n Eternal....
But...
I am afraid I can't tell you...show you...if I forgive you n starting loving you...I will deceive her....and I can't deceive her....I am sorry hon but now this is your destiny hon....
I laid beside her and pulled her close to me....I kissed her forehead....
"Good night hon....
I won't hurt you I promise but I can't forgive you I am sorry...."
After she left me forever that was the first night I slept peacefully....
Be Forever with you in Blooming Vales of Arcady.....
"The Rain slides down the glass Slowly as if the Night is Crying in Pain..."
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