Y/N's POV
It was silent.
Oh god.
All eyes were on us.
I couldn't look at Hermione properly but she looked hurt.
Shit.
It pained me.
Blaise...that fucking prick...he knew exactly what he was doing.
But my question is when?
When did he see us?
when did he find out and...
how did he find out?
...
It couldn't be?
No it's not...
But
My only guess was draco.
I mean how else would he find out?
No
He wouldn't...
Would he?
...
"You two have been together this whole time and you didn't have the decency to tell me the truth?"
Hermione looked at me with her eyebrows furrowed and eyes watering slightly.
Ouch.
No mione. No please don't cry.
You stupid bitch y/n why didn't you just tell her the truth.
I couldn't look her in the eyes.
It was just too painful and embarrassing.
Ron stared me down with no emotion.
I looked at draco watching him carefully.
He looked embarrassed.
But why?
It's not like hermione and ron would give a shit what he does anyway.
Was he embarrassed of me?
I mean- i know were not together but it still kind of hurts.
He glanced at me with a straight face and then looked at the floor.
Wow.
That hurt.
He can't even look at me.
I was red.
Embarrassed.
Lonely...really lonely.
"Look at me y/n!"
Mione shouted through a pained voice.
I looked up at her with tears brimming my eyes.
"Is it true?"
I tilted my head slightly to the side holding in the tears for what i was about to admit to her.
"Please tell me it isn't true"
A tear rolled down one of her rosy cheeks.
Fuck sake...i didn't mean to hurt her like this.
It was obvious how much it affected her.
I mean look at all the things draco put Her through... all those awful things he had said to her in the past.
It was a major stab in the back from me.
....
I am such an awful friend.
....
"I-i'm sorry mione... please forgive me!"
I had tears streaming down my face .
I stepped towards her to hold her arm and reassure her and tell her how sorry i was.
But she backed away from me.
"How could you do this to me? And me? Out of all people"
"Your best friend and after everything i have done for you"
She shook her head slowly whilst backing away even more.
"I didn't think!...it meant nothing to me"
"Please mione, i'm so sorry!"
I looked up at ron and he looked away from me pulling hermione in closer.
"Ooo someone's butt hurt"
Blaise laughed cockily at me.
"Fuck off you piece of shit! No one wants you here you slimy fucker!"
I shouted at him in rage with tears falling from my eyes.
I looked over at draco for some sort of help.
....
But he just stood there in silence and said nothing.
I can't believe him.
Mione began to cry
"Hey...mione"
Ron said soothingly to her.
She shook her head at him whilst lacing her hand through her hair as a stress relief mechanism.
"Mione please..."
I pleaded.
"Don't"
She put her hand out, stopping me in my tracks.
She began to run away crying, heading towards her room i was guessing.
ron followed after her.
"Hermione-"
Ron called out after her but she didn't turn back to look at him once.
Ron gave me one last dirty look before leaving...
Making me Feel
Heart broken
Shattered
Distraught
And
Alone.
DRACO's POV
"I didn't think!...it meant nothing to me!"
I kept replaying the sentence in my head.
I stood there in silence.
That...actually...really did hurt.
And that's what made me realise i was more attached to her than i thought.
For fuck sake.
I can't be feeling like this.
I began to panic inside.
Shit had hit the fan and normally i would find an altercation between a friendship hilarious but knowing and seeing how much it hurt and affected y/n...it made me feel awful.
God why couldn't i of just kept it in my motherfucking pants.
I mean she is gorgeous...that's why.
But that's besides the point.
Hermione looked awful.
I despise the mudblood but i've been in her shoes before...
And i do actually feel bad for he-
wait- she doesn't deserve my pity.
Get a grip.
So many thoughts were rushing through my mind.
We had been caught.
It was now out there.
I have ruined someone's friendship.
And what's worse...
Is that i've hurt y/n.
(Skips to blaise making a comment)
"Ooo someone's butthurt"
Blaise said cockily at y/n.
The anger i have for him is unreal right now.
But now he knows...he will tell everyone.
Shit.
I have a reputation...and if they know i've done stuff with y/n-
God why the fuck does that matter?
Who cares.
I clearly do.
"Fuck off you piece of shit! No one wants you here you slimy fucker!"
She looked at me for some assistance or help.
This time
I Just...Stayed silent.
Oh, i'm sorry y/n.
God.
I knew if i stepped in,
blaise would of spilled more.
God knows what he has seen...heard...or even knows.
She squinted her eyes at me hurt and looked away trying to resolve the situation with Hermione...but she wasn't having any of it.
Hermione burst into tears and ran away with ron following her.
Leaving y/n.
Y/N's POV
i couldn't comprehend or process what had just happened.
What have i done.
I'll tell you what you did. You hurt and betrayed your close friend you spiteful little bitch.
The little voice in my head was painful to hear but...
It was true.
I quickly wiped away my tears and turned to blaise.
"How did you know! I want answers you slimy little prick!"
He laughed at me and rolled his eyes.
"Laters"
Blaise said unbothered and turned around on his heel and walked away smugly.
That asshole.
I looked over at draco.
He just looked at me with a serious look plastered on his face.
"How the fuck did he know? Huh?"
I shouted and stepped closer to him.
My blood boiling.
"How the fuck am i supposed to know"
I winced at the harsh words used.
"Well your closer to him than anyone else...how could he have known"
"...unless you told him"
Draco furrowed his eyebrows at me.
With a flash of anger on his face.
"You think i told him?"
I regret saying that.
But what other chance were there?
"Well yes you fucking idiot! I knew you would tell him! You didn't even help me when he kicked me when i was down and embarrased"
"And to top it all off, you didn't look at me once"
I didn't see the warmth in his eyes anymore.
It was like he switched.
Like he had an on/off button.
His eyes were different
now they're just ...
Stone cold.
"You think i was going to tell blaise about our temporary fling?"
Temporary?
I-
He started coming closer towards me and gradually got louder with every sentence.
"You think i was going to tell him about you? Huh? You?"
What was wrong w-with me?
"How fucking dare you! Your no prize yourself"
I shouted in anger hiding my biggest insecurity...
That i'm truthfully broken inside.
"And You wonder why i couldn't look at you!
I couldn't face the embarrassment of the rest of the school finding out i was messing around with a gryffindor and especially you!"
Ouch.
Why would he say that.
So spiteful.
I backed away from him.
"I mean- come on, you were harry's girlfriend and you wonder why that went wrong"
Tears were brimming my eyes.
He realised what he had said and his whole face dropped.
He tried to step towards me
"Y/n, i-i'm so sorry i-i didn't mean tha-"
"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME OR WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH YOU BASTARD!"
He stepped closer to me to try and touch me.
It was an instinctive reaction,
I slapped him round the face.
DRACO's POV
How could she of thought i told him.
I would never say anything to him.
Because it would affect me and especially her.
Which it did.
I mean- at first i told blaise about me finding her attractive but that was about it.
....
But he knew i had been with someone when i came into potions class...
But that still doesn't add up.
.....
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He saw us coming out earlier.
Now wonder he was looking at me weirdly and acting suspicious.
She must of thought i told him.
But i am not taking this shit from her.
I don't need to explain myself to her.
She was throwing harsh words at me and i had done nothing wrong.
Fuck this.
I began to become malicious with my words...
I couldn't help it.
When i'm angry...
I'm angry.
"I mean- come on, you were harry's girlfriend and you wonder why that went wrong"
She winced at my harsh words and stepped back from me tears pooling in her eyes.
Shit.
I didn't mean that.
It just came out.
I instantly felt regret and an instant piercing feeling puncturing my stomach.
My face dropped in realisation as to what i had said.
I had no right to say that to her.
I knew that one hit home and i could see it all in her eyes.
Oh darling i'm so sorry.
"Y/n i-i'm so sorry i-i didn't mean-"
I stepped closer to her
And she shouted in pure heartbreak
"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME OR WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH YOU BASTARD!"
And with that
I felt her cold hand come in contact with my face leaving a sting on my left cheek.
I opened my mouth in shock and slight pain whilst putting pressure on my cheek to stop the stinging with my hand.
I completely deserved that.
I couldn't bare to see her like this.
I would not give a shit if it was any other girl
But...
There's something different about her.
I've noticed it for a long time now.
I was just constantly in denial.
Because of the differences between us.
I lash out.
I'm broken.
I can't handle a relationship.
Flings are the only way i can function properly.
I can admit i have daddy issues.
My father was never really there for me and neither was my mother really.
Sometimes i'm not proud of the person i have become.
But i can't change...
This is who i am.
She began to break down in front of me.
I can't imagine what she is going through right now.
She's lost her two best friends,
Has been exposed and embarrassed,
Feels shut out and lonely,
And the worse thing is
I said i was embarrassed of her.
Why would i say such a thing.
I'm not embarrassed of her i just can't be associated with her because she would get hurt.
You guys know my family and i can't let her near them.
It's to protect her.
I thought my reputation was important
Until now.
She matters to me.
She gave me one last painful look and ran towards the school.
Harry started groaning on the floor laughing softly to himself.
What the fuck is this dick laughing about?
I turned round giving him a death stare.
"You really fucked up this time you stupid boy"
How.
Fucking.
Dare.
He.
I was fucking raging.
I went over to him and kicked him in the face causing him to break his nose.
He groaned and shouted in pain.
Good.
The prick deserves it.
"You talk to me like that again potter and i will make you wish you ever talked to me at all"
I turned around seeing that y/n had already started running towards the entrance of the school.
Fuck.
"Y/n! Wait please!"
I started running after her.
What have i done.
Despite the fact that i hate harry's guts....
He was right
I really did fuck up this time.
So so sorry this chapter was late! Have been busy my lord...had so much work and still do! Will be updating soon! Because i hate leaving chapters on bad and sad endings/cliffhangers