' what am i doing ? '
i looked down shocked when i heard the heartbreaking sobs of the omega , he was laying naked under me , his small hands covering his eyes and his chest was going and down quickly , he turned to his side and kept crying
' i hurted him ... , he is like that because of me '
i looked at him sadly when his sobs got louder and his whole body was shaking i leaned on an elbow and with the hand of the other arm i held his head and patted his hair
" i am sorry ... i am sorry wooyoung " i whispered close to his ear
he kept crying and i didn't let go of him all this time , after minutes , he fell asleep still hiccuping , i got up and dressed him with one of my big long shirts carefully , i heard the nonstop knocking at the door , and i opened the door to reveal a worried yeosang
" alpha please- ... WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM SAN ? " he hurried to wooyoung's side
" wooyoung , woo ... " he tried waking him up but i stopped him
" he is sleeping "
" then what are those blue marks all over his neck san ?! " he asked me angrily
i couldn't even get angry or mad at him
i left the room and shifted to my wolf form before running to the forest , i ran till i couldn't anymore , i sat down trying to catch my breath
i looked around , it was the river that we used to come to when my dad was alive , i visited this place whenever i get sad or mad
' if i can't be mad , then am i sad because of him ?'
" san "
i raised my head to see seonghwa hyung standing in front of me
' i can't take this anymore '
i stood up and out my head on his shoulder clinching his shirt between my fists
" hyung " i sobbed and i felt him wrapping his arms around me
" it's okay sannie , let it all out ... it's alright baby it's alright " he whispered to me , rocking both of us from side to side
" i hurted him ... " i hiccuped
" i hurted my mate hyung "