Did a bad thing, had a one fling, all I wanted was a one thing. He wanted everything. He's gonna get it no matter what it takes, I guess this was my mistake. - Ava
Lyla
"There you are!" Gen shouted as I came through the door.
"Finally, you're here. What took you so long?" Wes added, smiling.
I grinned at them, "I got you something."
Gen sat up from her slouched position on the couch. "Food?" She asked grinning.
I sat in between them and gave them their coffee and muffins.
"Oh gosh, you know me so well. I was actually craving these. Thanks hun." Gen said, biting the muffin.
I smiled.
"Thanks alot Ly." Wes said, kissing my forehead softly.
I blushed and nodded.
To my surprise, he was blushing too. He quickly looked away.
Well then....
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After a full day of shopping, reminiscing and a lot of eating, I was bone tired.
Gen had insisted that we go out on a girl's day.
We went to every store known to man. Then went to every food court known to man. Then we went over every memory known to us. I know for a fact Moloch was exhausted.
It was the best! I felt like I ran a 110 mile race, but it was worth it.
After our girl's day was over, Gen reluctantly went back to her home to get rest for the work day tomorrow.
I, on the other hand, had only one option. Sleep.
It was the best thing I've heard all day.
Moloch fell asleep as soon as he pulled up to my house. I smiled and dragged my self inside.
It was one of those times where I wasn't tired because I worked too hard. I was tired because I had too much fun and I loved it.
I was about to climb the stairs to my room when I spotted a handsome looking Wes staring at me from the kitchen.
I grinned at him lazily and he came over to me. We went back to the couch and sat down.
He had been over to my place alot, hardly letting me out of his sight. I didn't mind at all. I loved his company.
After all, I was ready to give this man my all at one point.
He opened his arms and I gladly cuddled his chest.
I snuggled closer to him, "Hey." I murmured in the cloth of his tight shirt.
He smiled, "Hi." He replied.
I ran my hands against his hard six pack absent mindly. I heard him groan, "Don't do that, Ly."
I laughed, "Why?" I asked, still doing it.
"You don't know how sexy those little actions are when you do it." He answered softly.
I blushed and stopped. Then I realized, all this time I've been hugging him, kissing him on the cheeks, rubbing down his body, I was just turning him on.
I was probably giving him the go ahead without even knowing it!
Shit.
I quickly shot up out of his warm grasp.
He looked at me worriedly. "Are you ok, Ly?" He asked.
"Yeah. Of course. I just felt something bite me." I answered quickly.
He relaxed back into the couch and closed his eyes.
After a few minutes of this, I thought he was asleep.
"Wes?" I called softly.
He hummed his response.
"Are you sleeping?" I asked.
"No. I'm just thinking." He replied.
I nodded, not that he could see me "About?"
"You."
"What about me?"
His eyes opened at that question, but his relaxed composure was still the same.
"Everything."
He looked at me intensely as I looked down on my hands. I could feel his heated gaze.
"You know you're beautiful, right?" He asked suddenly.
I blushed.
He smirked, "Didn't we established that a few days ago? Or do I need to teach you again?" His smirk widened.
My eyes widened as I realise what he was taking about.
The night he stayed over.
Oh no.
I shook my head no at him but he just smiled.
"Woah, calm down Ly. I won't do anything....unless you want me too." He laughed.
"I don't want you to!" I blurted out.
He laughed again. It was a nice sound to my ears. It broke out a smile from me.
"There it is! The beautiful smile I love the most." He said grinning.
I laughed. That was close.
After our laughs died down as we sat there in blissful silence.
Then suddenly, Wes wrapped his arms around me and sighed tiredly into my neck.
"I want you, Lyla. I want you so fucking bad, it hurts." He groaned.
I looked down at him, a little shocked. "What?" I asked.
He looked up at me, his brown orbs staring into my soul.
"I want to finish what we had started." He said huskily.
My eyes widen.
He couldn't mean what I thought he meant right?
Right?!
His hands touched my thigh slightly.
I looked inlto his eyes, they looked back at me hungrily.
"Wes, no." I said.
This caught him by surprise. "Why not, Ly?" He asked sadly.
I looked down, finding what I had to say very hard to say.
"What we did, wasn't right." I whispered.
He looked hurt and was silent for a few minutes.
"Are you saying that you regret doing it." He asked.
I shook my head, "No. But it shouldn't have happened."
He stared at the wall for a long time then nodded slowly.
"I see." He said angrily then got up and walked out my door.
Just like that.
I sat on the couch and stared at the door sadly.
I knew I hurted him. I didn't want to but I had to.
Now that I thought about it, I had no good reason for doing this.
I mean I was single and we had a connection.
Sure, I liked Azrael but he didn't make a move to and claim me. I wasn't sure what we were just yet but I knew we weren't together.
Suddenly, Azrael's godly face was in my thoughts and I felt guilty.
I didn't know why I felt this way. I didn't do anything.
I suddenly had a headache and I just wanted to sleep.
I didn't want to lose Wes as a friend but I didn't want him to think there was something between when there wasn't.
I wanted someone else.
It would be selfish of me to drag him along even though I know I don't want him.
I sighed and laid down on the couch.
I just thought what we had was a fleeting romance. Innocent flirting. Maybe even casual sex.
But apparently I was wrong.
Wes actually liked me. He wanted a relationship with everything in it.
It broke my heart to realize I couldn't give it to him.
It just wasn't meant to be.
Without me realizing it, I soon fell asleep.
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