Patricks p.o.v
patrick?patrick what are you doing? why are yo-?! dude stop what
why is my head telling me to stop? i mean all im doing is hugging her i mean she needed a hug she looked desperate for one.
or maybe i was,
ok ok.. i admit she is pretty and funny and stubborn and cheeky and annoying and beautiful
wait what was that??
stubborn, cheeky and annoying
i dont even know if im complimenting her or insulting her.
right now we're still in the embrace,hugging eachother. She has cried on my t-shirt and its an umcomfortable feeling,yes a wet t-shirt is umconfortable,she has her head buried into the crook of my neck and it tickles, everytime she moves her head i have to fight the urge to not laugh, i mean i can't laugh in this situation, she might actually murder me.
"Patrick?,"i heard her vunerable voice croak, i think it just melted my heart.
"yea?"i ask quietly whilst rocking back and forth and hugging her, i dont know why i have not let go yet.
"your right i am pushing everyone away," she said quietly into my neck causing a shiver to run down my spine,i bite my lip to stop myself from laughing. "im sorry for being a bitch," she continued and she started to run her hands through my hair
ok things are getting weird now
"u-uh im sorry for b-being pushy-y." i stuttered, damn you running your hand through my hair, i felt her smile into my neck. i coughed,"uh i mean sorry for being an ass."
"you don't need to apologise for being absolutely right." she said this time moving her head from my neck and looking me in the eyes and showing me that breath-taking smile that i wish i could frame and put on my wall and look at it everytime i feel down,
thats creepy..moving on
why do i almost get the urge to just lean in and kiss her??
oh yeah because she's leaning in,
PATRICK
DONT
DONT DONT
NO
NOPE
luckily i listened to my head this time and ducked my head and swiftly kissed her cheek and not make it look like i was avoiding her lips touching mine
that would be so wrong of me, i unlatched my arms from around her waist and took a step back because of the awkward and uncomfortable position we were both in, i shoot her a smile but she looks lost.
well done Patrick for leading her on
she coughed awkwardly and shot her stare to the floor, i sighed and scratched the back of my head.
"well i better go then." i say after a few awkward moments of silence and i head for the window,yeah i usually climb out back.
"i haven't gone to bed yet," she states when i open the window,
does she not understand that i am trying to get away from the awkwardness because im terrible at making conversation after nearly kissing the girl who i am meant to guard, i mean how unprofessional would it be to kiss?it'd be so so so unprofessional
god i sound like a 40 year old woman who wont date her 24 year old colleague
make up an excuse
"ummm Honey wants me to clean her car." i say quickly pursing my lips into a straight-line,"is that alright?" i ask, she sends me a sad nod and looks back down to the ground, oh now i feel guilty
"ill see you tomorrow then?" i ask putting my foot out onto the extension, she stood and stared at me for a second looking lost then she nodded again.
"bye." she said blankly and turned to walk out her bedroom door.
i made it out onto the extension, a gust of wind hit me a little but it was refreshen until a load of leaves decided to pile on me.
"who the heck are you?" a middle aged man from across a fence,he was watering his flowers with a most confused face and the fact that he is drowning his flowers because he's not concentrated on them.
i know him..
thats Joe, the guy Julia's going on a date with tomorrow and the one who Zara wants to stab his back and sell his kidney and spine for pizza, yeah she told me that.
quick answer him
"who the heck are you?" i asked still standing on the extension, he was taken back by my statement/question.
"umm im Joe, i live here." he said pointing to his house, i nodded and pursed my lips in a straight line,"what are you doing up there?"
"what are you doing down there?" i asked raising my eyebrow crossing my arms across my chest, he looked at me wide eyed
"Damn your good..." he muttered,"i'm j-just, why are you dressed in all black?" he asked ignoring my question, hold on a sec
is he creeping on Julia?
.....
atta boy
"is it illegal to impersonate boyz II men now a days?" i sassed placing my hands on my hips giving him a stern look i eyed him from head to toe, he seems convinced.
"on a roof?" he asked.
"on a damn roof." i stated pointing to the roof.
there were a few minutes of silence, shall i leave now??
"would you sing a boyz II men song for me, i'-i've loved th-them my who-whole life i--" he choked down his tears, he must freaking love them," i mean i spent 6 hours outside their hotel once and al i got was a wave," he continued crying,"coul-could you 'I'll make love to you.' please." he asked through tears.
okay stuff is getting scary
"ummm im on voca--"
"nonsense, you said you were a impersonator." he sobbed,oh oh oh god
"ok ok ill do it, Dude dont cry," i said
(pretend in this Patrick can't sing.)
"..uhh i'll make love to you.." i screeched,"not to you but to the person i a-- nevermind."
"like you want me to and ill hold you tight baby all through the night," i screeched again trying my best to impersonate them but sounding like a Cat.
"ILL MAKE LOVE TO YOU," Joe started shouting-screaming-crying holding the hose up in the air,wetting himself. "when YOU WANT ME TO AND I WILL NOT LET GO TIL YOU TELL ME TO." he continued.
"sing with me dude," he said waving the hose..i cant say no he'll start crying again.
"girl relax lets go slow i ain't got nowhere to go.." i screeched and he shouted."im just gon concentrate on you," Joe finished pointing his finger at me and winking, right im scared.
he turned around and continued, i shall make a run for it.
And thats what i did and i fell off the small extension onto my back, go figure patrick
i stand up and brush my self off, how have i not broken any of my bones yet, i stretched out my arms but suddenly stopped when i heard the sound of water trickling, i looked down to see a dog peeing on my leg,
"You've gotta be kidding me," i said,"what have you got against me, i walked in your poop the other day."
but all i got was a bark
"oh your barking up the wrong tree Mister." i stated to the dog,he just moved his head and barked again and ran.
well i better go.
BACK WHERE PATRICK DOES HIS LIVING THING.
"Whats that smell?" Honey asks moving closer and sniffing me.
"Dog pee." i replied kicking off my shoes and taking off my jacket in a gruff. She done her cute little chuckle when the jacket got caught on my lower arm, she kindly helped me take it off and touching my arms with her soft skin causing shivers to go down my spine.
woah woah woah hold up!
what was that 'her soft skin causing shivers to go down my spine,'
damn you and your sensitive side, now listen to Honey she's speaking.
"Thanks," i repled gently taking the coat from her and hanging it up.
"Rough day?" she asked while following me into the kitchen area where i helped my self to all the Junk food.
"you wouldn't believe it." i said rolling my eyes and spraying whipped cream into my mouth,she chuckled and shook her head she rested her head on her hands and sat opposite to me.
"intrigue me." she said showing her beautiful smile
ok weird
"well it started this morning when i went to Starbucks and they ran out of Caramel Frappucino's, So i had to stick with the cookie crumble one and im not good with chocolate in the mornings you know what it does to my stomach," i grunted into my pickle and onion sandwich.
"heartbreaking." she commented scrunching her face up at me when i put popcorn on my sandwich.
"And then Zara was being a stubborn brat so i had to talk her out of that." i stated, Honey rolled her eyes, yeah im going to leave out the part where she was going to kiss me.
"then i was about to leave when some dude named Joe started questioning me so i told him i was a boyz II men impersonator and he cried and begged me to i'll make love to you, oh but thats not it i fell off the extension oh and it gets worse Zara's dog pee'd at me then barked at me." i finished taking a big bite of my sandwich.
"my heart bleeds for you," she chuckled wiping whipped cream off my face with her thumb,"Anyways, i better go, im going to the hairdressers." she said getting off the stool and heading for the door.
"while your there can you complain to Starbucks about their Cookie Crumble milkshake because i can feel a pretty bad poop coming on and the last time i barely made it to the toilet!" i shouted out to her in the hall.
"will do!" she replied and closed the door after her
my stomach started to gurgle
oh no
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