Written by SidetoEveryStory
"What about today will be different?"
You think to yourself as you pour coffee into your chipped mug.
Will I brush my hair? My teeth?
Will I get dressed or will I go back to bed?
Because the idea of going back to bed sounds great.
So what about today will be different?
My Demons decided to throw a party last night and even though I didn't really take part as I was just the hostess, I am still hungover, stuck battling the mess they left me with... I didn't ask them to make it a sleepover, but they did anyway.
So what about today will be different?
Will I go out with my friends? Do I still have any friends?
Lately all I've been doing is canceling plans at the last minute, so I wouldn't blame them if they left.
I would rather stay in bed and watch Netflix than have to deal with real-world problems.
When my demons are the real problem minus the world... because I'm not out in it, they are non-existent.
They're just figments of my imagination... my mind is that vivid.
So what about today will be different?