I've been scrubbing this table for 10 minutes or so now, I guess. And I didn't even realize it because all I thought was last night's 'incident'.
After what me and Harry did, we normally sat there, drank our coffees and then he dropped me home.
Seriously though. We were so normal it scares me.
"Aren't you going to give me my god damn coffee for the next hour too?" Somebody shouted from the corner of the cafe that made me jump and then completely froze in my spot and my cheeks blushed so badly because of embarrassment.
I turned to look at him. He was wearing a leather jacket with tight black jeans. He was so handsome and tall, I guess, but there was a scary vibe to him. His hair was brown and somewhat long. He had stubble and dark brown eyes.
After looking at him for a few seconds he stared at me with wide eyes and a poker face that scared me to hell and back. His eyes seemed to be glued to mine and it felt like they were burning through me. So I nodded to him rapidly, mouthing sorry, and literally ran to the counter.
I got his coffee after some minutes and paced back to his seat as fast as I could. "I'm so sorry. I was zoned out. I should've-" He cut me off saying, "Forget about it. Thanks." He said and fake smiled, looking back down at his phone. Then I mouthed and 'okay' to him and left to the kitchen.
I guess I'll never forget his face. He was the first customer ever to be sad or angry with me. And to that extent. It's my fault. Ugh!
But I decided, I couldn't just sit here and not do anything. I have to call Harry and talk to him. I haven't since last night so why not now? I mean we have to talk about what happened. Shouldn't we?
I made my decision, grabbed my phone and dialed his number.
But nothing. No answer. I dialed again and again and still nothing. He must be busy with work. Because otherwise he would've answered me.
Why was I sad and worried? He would never ignore me. Or would he? No, he wouldn't. If he knew he was going to, he would've never done what he did last night.
I tried to get this thought of him ignoring me out of my head for the next two hours but as always, I failed until my phone buzzed in my pocket. I rolled my eyes at it while taking it out because it snapped me out of my thoughts about harry.
It's him.
I panicked when I saw his name shining on my phone screen. I waited some seconds and then answered because I didn't want to sound too eager. "Hey!" I said. "Hey, you okay? You called me a couple of times." He said in his husky, deep voice and thick British accent. "Yeah, don't worry I'm fine. Just wanted to talk to you." I said and he sighed in relief which made me smile, because now I know he cares about me, which he couldn't see by the way.
"Well," he said, "you could come to my place or I'll come to your cafe to talk." He continued which made me smile wider. So glad he couldn't see it.
I thought about it for a second. If he comes here, we can't do much but if I go there maybe something will happen again.
"So?" He asked and I realized I hadn't still answered him. "I'll come over if that's okay." I said and smirked at the thought of last night. "Yeah sure. I'm waiting." He said which made my heart pick up it's pace. Because I knew he was smirking at me.
He hung up after that.
I sat on one of the chairs with my phone pressed between my hands on my lap and a wide smile on my face. Everyone had left. Even the handsome scary guy. That made a lot of messy tables left for me to clean.
I looked at the clock. It was 4 which meant I had 3 hours left until I close. I was thinking of plans to how to tell my dad and make up something again but then an idea came to my mind.
If I go now and skip work for the next 3 hours, he'll never know. Because he never came here after my mom was gone.
That's it!
I quickly packed my things, closed the cafe and made my way to his house. With every minute passing by and every step I took, my heart beat faster and my breathes became shorter and more often. But it was caught in my throat when I saw that I was standing right in front of his house.
I let out a long and shaky exhale and then walked to his porch. I stood in front of his door, exhaled then knocked.
After only a few seconds the door swung open and there he stood. His figure made me want to jump and hug him and kiss him and..... No! Stop! Concentrate.
"You came faster than I thought." He said and giggled. Cute. "Yeah well... I didn't ummm.... I didn't have anything to do so I came earlier." I said and looked down, gripping the strap of my bag tightly.
"It doesn't matter as long as you are here." He said and smiled. The best smile I have ever seen on someone's face. "Come on in." He said and gestured me in with his hand.
I went in and sat on the sofa I sat on last time. I smiled when the memories of that night went through my head like a movie I had seen a thousand times.
He then came back with a glass of water in his hand and placed it next to me. "Sorry I seem to have ran out of everything." He said and laughed a little. "No it's okay." I said and smiled. I didn't care about it anyway.
He was looking down at his lap, his elbows on his knees and his fingers intertwined in front of his head. I wanted to ask him why he didn't answer me earlier today because I just couldn't stop myself from thinking he was ignoring me.
"Can I ask you something?" I asked but he didn't look up then replied, "Yeah, sure."
"Why didn't you answer me earlier today?" I said and looked at him. Suddenly he snapped his head up and looked at me with worried and scared eyes. Why was he worried? What is so scary and worrying about my question?
"Nothing I was just working and didn't hear my phone buzzing. Sorry again. Was this the thing you wanted to talk to me about?" He said and looked away. "No that was nothing important." I said and looked down and started playing with my fingers hoping the topic would change. "Um... Hey... You know what? We never got the chance to finish our 21 questions game. Wanna continue it?" He asked and smirked.
"Sure."
"So what is the thing you love the most?" He said and leaned back and put his hands behind his head. "There are a lot of things I love but kittens and cats are definitely the most." True. "My turn." I said. "What is your biggest fear?" I asked.
"Nothing." He said and shrugged. "What?! There has to be something you are afraid of." I said with a confused look on my face. "Nope. Nothing. Moving on." He said and weakly laughed and looked down. "Have you ever had a boyfriend?" He asked.
I was a little surprised at the sudden change of topic but I just let it go. "Y-yes but it was never something serious. You know?" I asked him and he nodded. "Do you like me?"
What??? Why did I ask that???? Words slipped out of my mouth before I could even think about them. I was so stressed and my heart was beating so fast. But it was what I had been wanting to know. It's better to know it now rather than getting my hopes up.
He then looked up at me and softly smiled. "Yes. I do like you." He said and bit his bottom lip.
Sexy.
It felt like the heaviest weight had been lifted off my shoulders. And the racing in my mind had now died down. I felt calm. He liked me. This was so satisfying. So relieving.
But God! I was getting hornier by the second. My cheeks were heated and I was blushing so badly. I didn't want him to see it. So I looked down and waited for his question.
"Do you... Um... Do you want me to make you feel good again?" He asked.
I was scared and excited at the same time. I looked up at him and saw the sexiest smirk on his face. He was making me lose it and both him and I knew it all too well. "I-i... You... Umm... Y-yes." I said and blushed even harder. I bet my cheeks were as red as tomatoes now.
He came closer, "There's only one thing I want from you then." He said. I nodded at him in a way that said continue. "I want you to call me daddy, and be no one's but daddy's." He said and smirked.
I was taken aback at first because I used to think these things were gross but with him, everything sounded sexy. So I nodded again and decided to tell him something. "Y-you... Ummm... Made me feel good... Now I want to make you feel good..." I said. Why am I stuttering? My exhales were coming out shaky and more often.
His smirk turned into a wide smile. Yeah you should be happy. "Have you done it before?" He asked. He was so happy it made me chuckle. And he sounded concerned. Maybe he was concerned about me. Or himself.
I shook my head in 'no'. His hand placed itself on my thigh which made me shiver then he slowly started rubbing circles on it. "It's okay," he smiled. "Just remember babygirl, don't bite me." He said and chuckled afterwards which made me giggle. But it came out more like a scared and weak giggle. It was true though. I was scared. Scared that I would mess up. But with him rubbing my thigh, I relaxed a bit.
"Then get on your knees baby." I blushed at the nickname and did as he said, "yes... D-daddy..." He smiled in satisfaction when he heard that word come out of my mouth and fixed his position on the couch while I got down on my knees.
He opened his legs for me to move in between them. I was getting wet by even looking at his big bulge.
I crawled between his legs and waited for what he wanted to say. "Ready?" He asked and I nodded. He then started unbuckling his belt. My heart was popping out of my chest.
He then unzipped his pants and pulled them down a little followed by his boxers. Now his member was fully on display for me. It was big. Huge. And my eyes widened.
I swallowed hard and put my hands on both his knees and got closer. I was breathing faster and to my surprise he was too.
I slowly removed my hands and wrapped one around his cock and put the other one on his stomach to keep my balance.
He moaned a little when my hand touched his member. I got closer to the point where my mouth was inches away from the tip of it.
I opened my mouth while I was looking at it and got closer. My mouth touched his tip and he let out a small moan. He must've liked it then. So let's tease him like he did before.
I started licking and moving my tongue around his tip. I moved away and my saliva was now a long, thin line from my mouth to his tip.
I exhaled and went closer again. This is it. I put it in my mouth and moved down to the point I couldn't anymore and grabbed the rest with my hand.
I started moving up and down slowly. "Fuck that feels so good." He said and grabbed a hand full of my hair in his hand and made me go up and down faster and deeper. And I did.
I started moving up and down faster and pumped the rest that I couldn't put in my mouth. And I was so careful not to use teeth or bite him.
I went faster which made a lot of little moans and curse words come out of his mouth. "Shit. You're so good. You sure you haven't done this before?" He said with a moan. With that I looked up at him and saw that he was fully looking down at me. When he said that, he encouraged me to do more. I looked down at his cock and moved faster.
"Fuck Ellie! Look up at daddy." I did as he said and looked up at him. I moved faster and faster with my eyes still on him. "Shit. I'm close." And with that I felt a somehow hot liquid hit the back of my throat.
He arched his back on the couch and closed his eyes because of the amount of pleasure he was having. When he was finished, I pulled back and swallowed it all. He pulled up his boxers and pants and zipped it. Then buckled his belt.
I got up from my knees and sat next to him. "You were really good for your first time babe." He said and rested his head on the couch. And I rested my head on his shoulder. He then wrapped his arm around my neck and put one on my thigh like he did before.
"Thank you daddy." I said and looked up at him. He looked down at me and smirked. "You can call me Harry but call me daddy when we're in private."
"Yes daddy." I said and closed my eyes. Then He slowly started massaging my thigh.
I relaxed under his touch once again and smiled. It was the first time after everything happened to me that I felt happy, satisfied, wanted and safe.
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