Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've sat in my room and cried, how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I've had to hold back tears , how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap but just for the sakes of others. Nobody knows of the thoughts that go through my head whenever I'm sad and how horrible they really are.
I'm so sick of wishing I was someone else. For once I want to look in the mirror and be happy for what I see back. I'm so disappointing , that I disappoint myself.
I'm sorry but I cant continue this book, with tests and all that stuff going on. Drama and loss off friendships aswell , iv'e just become nothing. so sorry to disappoint but I will not be continuing.
goodbye