Sudden Illusion
Love is not always like a fairytale.
There are people who give so much love to those who don't love them back.
There are some who feel so loved and find out in the end that they were fooled.
There are some who's into mutual love but can't call their partner as their own because someone has already holds the tile.
There are some who give so much love but the other won't believe because they always consider your past.
There are some who receive so much love but can't seem to move on from their previous relationship.
While other just want to play the game and choose their playmate.
That's why I hate reality. Reality really sucks. But if you'd ask me if I am in love..
Oo. Pero wala doon sa mga paraang nabanggit ko.
Inlababo ako. But I don't effin have a boyfriend. I have a crush but he is not a human nor an animal. He's real to me but he doesn't exist in this world..
He is a fictional character.
An imaginary person in a fictional world.
Hindi lang siya yung crush ko. Bida rin siya ng istorya ko. At siyempre, ako ang ka-loveteam niya. Ayieee. Hahaha. Chos.
I am a writer of my own lovestory with someone who is a fiction. I am in love with a fictional character. I love him. I really do.
Until everything turned upside down..
I woked up in shocked. Literally, shocked.
I saw myself in a story that I am currently writing and that is still on-going.
Nakapasok ako. Ako yung naging character sa eksenang ako mismo ang gumawa.
Parehong-pareho talaga ng story na sinusulat ko. Same scene. Same twist. Same plot.
And the confusing part is, the fictional character that I loved is the one who is continuing making my story.
I can't believe that all of a sudden, I pierced on my own illusion..