"YN POV"
"How do you see me? As your Idol or best friend or something else..?"
" I feel so peaceful in your arms. I never wanna let go of you."
"I can't reach my zip... Can you help me?"
"Aishh.. fine... T-turn around."
"You are so soft soft."
"Me and Namjoon-ie oppa are long lost siblings. Because we both share same clumsiness. *Chuckles*"
"OMG. You are so funny YN. I wish we could spend more time like this."
"*giggles* I wish so too."
"Don't go please.."
"I am right here YN. Calm down."
"Please stay here. I am scared to be alone."
"I will never leave you alone YN. I promise."
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/Sweat was dripping down my forehead. I could hear the pounding of my heart. The bedroom, familiar yet so unfamiliar, was making me anxious. The blurry visions from yesterday were playing in my mind, causing my head to feel like it was going to burst. Not understanding why I couldn't remember everything clearly, but only blurry memories, I sat there on the familiar yet not so familiar bed, breathing heavily./
YN : *whispers* Oh god... Please no.. did we..? No no no!
/I kept thinking about the worst scenarios./
YN : (How will I face him now...? No I can't.. I messed up so bad.. Why..? JUST WHY??)
/I groan while covering my face in the palm of my hands, feeling frustrated that I can't remember everything that happened between us./
YN : (I should leave before he comes and checks on me.. No I can't face him.. I can never forgive myself for this..)
/I quickly got down the bed in hurry. I took my things. I wrote a small note saying "Thank you Taehyung for taking care of me and sorry for everything. I'll return your pajamas later. Thanks again!" I put the note on the pillow and left without him knowing./
/I covered my face with a mask I had in my purse and quickly booked a cab. Soon it arrived and I left to my apartment./
YN : I am sorry Taehyung... I don't deserve you..
/Tears slowly forming in my eyes. I wiped them away controlling my emotions./
/Soon I reached my home. As soon as, I entered my house I directly went to jump into my bed and start tearing up. The emotions I have been trying to suppress finally coming out./
YN : It was going perfectly and I ruined it! I ruined everything! I atleast had his friendship and I lost it too. How can I face him now? How can I face the other members? I don't even remember what else sh*t I did infront of them??? They must be regretting meeting me..
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"Author POV"
Yoongi : So, will you tell us what happened? Where's YN? You told her everything right?
/He bombarded Taehyung with his questions./
Seokjin : God! Yoongi! Let him talk.
/He jokes making Yoongi smile./
Taehyung : Um..
Namjoon : What happened? Is everything alright? Did YN say anything about that incident? Is she mad?
Taehyung : *Shakes his head* No, I didn't even get a chance tell her about it..
/Everyone looks confused./
Yoongi : I told you to tell her everything right?
Taehyung : I know Hyung. I wanted too! But she was sleeping, So I went to fresh up. When I returned, she wasn't there.. she left this note....
/He shows the note to everyone and they look at it in suprise./
Hoseok : Did anything happen between you guys?
/He indirectly asks, trying not to sound impolite./
Taehyung : Nothing happened hyung! We changed into pajamas, did skin care, had dinner and slept. She was scared so I had to stay with her.. but nothing happened. I wouldn't take advantage of a drunk girl..
Seokjin : Yes, we know about you Taehyung. We trust you, don't worry. We are just confused why she left like that?
Taehyung : I am as confused as you Hyung..
Jimin : Maybe, she's embarrassed to face us? I mean it was her first time having alcohol. She got drunk and.. y'all know what she did. So obviously she'll be embarrassed to face us right?
/He says trying to understand the situation./
Jungkook : Yeah I think so too. As much as, I know, she's a really reserved person. And her doing all these things.. maybe it hurt her self respect..?
/They nodded in agreement./
Yoongi : Might be.. but let's not bother her. Let's give her some space and time. I am sure she'll be back again.
/He says with a reassuring smile while patting Taehyung's shoulder in comfort./
Taehyung : (I hope she's fine but I am happy that atleast I started my New Year with Your Kiss..)
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"A month and 2 weeks later"
"YN POV"
??? : Yes that's right! Stay in that pose. Don't move... Alright! Done!
/Said my photographer and suggested me some more new poses. I am doing a photoshoot for the concept photos. The pictures are turning out cool to be honest./
[A/N : I'll show the look when it's time to release those concept photos.]
Photographer : Alright let's take a 10 minutes break.
/I sighed and went into the make up room./
/I took out my phone, so many unread messages.. I guess almost 200 plus? Mostly from him/
YN : (Why do you guys still care about me? You should be focusing on your album right now. Not me..)
/It's been more than a month since that happened. I stopped talking to everyone except with Kate and Hazel. I couldn't bring myself to even face them. Forget about facing them.. I couldn't even open their texts which they have been sending till now whenever they were free./
YN : (I don't deserve you guys.. Jungkook was right back then. I will only bring trouble to you guys...)
/I sighed to myself thinking about the time I spent with them/
"Jungkook : There's so much difference, Idiot."
"YN : *gasp* Did you just call me an idiot??"
" Jungkook : Oh yes I did, what are you gonna do about it? Idiot."
" YN : Stupid!"
" Jungkook : Say it again and I swear I will-"
"YN : You'll what? Senior?"
/I chuckle remembering those childish fights we have./
BTS : Happy Birthday YN~
Hoseok : You are our best friend after all.
Seokjin : We are proud to have a Junior like you, who's also our best friend.
/You guys will always be special to me. Always my best friends!/
"Taehyung : Hello cupcake~"
"Taehyung : Thank you so much YN! This is the best gift ever! Best suprise ever! I'll never forget this day in my entire life."
"Taehyung : The moon is so beautiful, isn't it?"
"YN : I feel so peaceful in your arms. I never wanna let go of you."
"Taehyung : YN, are you okay?"
"YN : You are so soft soft."
"Taehyung : You are so adorable YN."
"YN : Please stay here. I am scared to be alone.."
"Taehyung : I will never leave you alone YN, I promise."
YN : (Oh Taehyung, why did you had to be so obvious? I knew it. I knew it from the start but I shrugged it off. I am not that stupid to ignore the hints. But I thought you would get over with. I didn't know you were so serious about me.. Why Taehyung? Why me? No.. I don't deserve this... You deserve someone better.) *Sobbing*
Photographer : Back to shooting!!
/I quickly wiped my tears and did light touch up on the smudged make up. I put on a normal look and go out to continue shooting./
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"Author's POV"
/He has been texting her whenever he is free. She does come online but she doesn't reply, doesn't even read his messages. They are practicing for the album they are gonna release soon. But Taehyung is in his own world./
Taehyung : (Is she that mad at me? But what did I even do? Will she ever talk to me again?)
/Poor man was is in his own thoughts not realising his younger bro has called him for 5-6 times by now./
Jungkook : Yah! Hyung!
/When he had enough he shaked him bringing him back to his senses. He was kinda startled and confused./
Taehyung : What happened, Jungkook?
/He asks clueless./
Jungkook : You tell me Hyung, what happened to you? Do you even know that I have called you 5-6 times??
/He asks with frustration but also concerned for his hyung./
Taehyung : Oh.. sorry. I didn't realise. I was just thinking about something...
/He said with no expression. His hyungs were worried about him. Even they tried to contact her but she's wasn't gonna give up./
Jimin : *sigh* Thinking about her? Again?
/Taehyung doesn't answer./
Jungkook : Hyung, we did try to contact her right? But it's her who's being stubborn. If she had to break contacts with us, she should have atleast talked to us once instead of ghosting us like this.
/Jungkook starts venting out his anger. Not like he hates her now, he's hurt. All of them are, they didn't expect that YN would ghost them like this./
Seokjin : Jungkook, calm down.
Jungkook : How can I hyung? She literally ghosted us for more than a month! Look at him. He looks so lifeless. If she atleast cared about him, she wouldn't have ghosted us like this.
Yoongi : Maybe she has a reason. We should not assume anything before confirming.
Jungkook : But hyung-
Taehyung : Guys please stop it! It's no use in discussing about it now.
/Saying so he left the practice room for some space./
/He has been like this since she stopped talking to all of them. All the time checking his phone, seeing if she replied. Keeping track of what she's posting on her channel. Hoping she's fine. She's in the same position as him. Both of them should be focusing on their careers right now. But they are lost in their own pain. Even if they are continuing their work, they are like lost souls searching for eachother./
Jimin : I can't see him like this. Can't we do anything??
Namjoon : What can we do if she isn't even ready to talk to us.
/They all think for a moment./
Jungkook : I have an idea..
All hyungs : What is it?
/He smiles mischievously./
Jungkook : Yoongi Hyung, This need your help.
Yoongi : Huh? What are you planning?
Jungkook : Don't worry, it's a simple plan.
To be continued...
-Bunnybear811
(With Chimxkate)