Well, after writing the Siyeon story request, which got me into a Siyeon stan mood (wanting to be her baby boy 🙃), I decided to rewrite this story, taking out the parts I think it got tooo personal, instead of making it a bit more neutral as I should've had. But the whole mood of being needy, with Siyeon being (one of) my emotional support idol(s), still remains. And just like with the previous version, this is straight up my biggest fluffy fantasy I wished to live with her, so yeah. Hope you guys like it :)
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It has been three months since you haven't seen your girlfriend, Lee Siyeon, due to her idol life schedule. Well, you did, but only on screen, whenever she updated her social media or was in some variety show, along with her group members. Either way, it has been a long while since you haven't been with Siyeon and you couldn't bear with missing her, anymore.
With everything said, it was around eight p.m. when you got to your apartment from work and just as expected, your girlfriend, Siyeon wasn't there. You simply sigh in disappointment and head to the kitchen to start making dinner.
Siyeon's POV:
Shit, it's already eight o'clock. I hope Y/n hasn't eaten yet, cuz it's been months since I said I'd come home to have dinner, together and I really don't wanna miss it, again, especially at the very first night of my vacation. And as I was lost in such thoughts, the Uber finally stops and drops me at Y/n's apartment. I then quickly get out of the vehicle and start heading inside the building and moments later, after going three floors up, I'm finally at his apartment's door. With my spare key, I slowly open it and once inside, with quiet steps, I start heading to the only light that could be seen. As I get to the illuminated room, I see Y/n in the kitchen, finding him cooking. Great I actually made it on time...
Still with quiet steps, I slowly approach behind Y/n. Without being able to hold myself back, anymore, I finally shout:
– Surprise!
Y/n jumps on place due to my surprise vocal attack and after a few moments, processing what just happened, he finally says:
– Siyeon?! What are you doing here?!
Siyeon: I'm finally on vacation, so I decided to surprise you and finally have that dinner we've been postponing for so long.
– Holy shit! You almost gave a heart attack! Plus, you could've warned, y'know?
Siyeon (chuckling): But baby, that's not how, surprises work.
– Okay, you got me there. Anyway, I can't believe you're actually here...
Siyeon: Yeah, I'm here... I'm finally back, Y/n...
Without answering, Y/n pulls me in for a hug, as we bury ourselves in the crooks of each other's necks. Moments later, as we pull ourselves apart, without releasing the grip on each other, Y/n jokes:
– Good thing you didn't actually back hug me or something, otherwise, one of us would've gotten hurt.
Siyeon: I'm not blind, Y/n, I saw the knife in your hand. And despite admitting that I did think of back hugging you, thought was better not to risk it.
– Clever move.
Siyeon (chuckling): Pabo.
We then proceed to hug each other, resting ourselves into the crooks of our necks, once again, inhaling the sweet aroma. I missed his scent so much... As we slightly pull apart, we share a deep and passionate kiss, with Y/n placing his hands on my waist, while I wrap mine around his neck. After a minute or two, we finally pull apart, as the lack of oxygen hits both of us. Once we pull our lips apart, Y/n mutters:
– Shit... I missed this feeling...
Siyeon: So did I... So damn much...
Y/n leans himself, making us touch foreheads, while without releasing the grip on each other. After a few minutes, we finally break contact, with Y/n turning back to the stove, with me quickly back hugging him, while resting my chin on his shoulder. After a brief moment of a comfortable silence, as I look over his shoulder, getting a glimpse of the dish he was making, I break it, while asking him:
– So, what you're making, there?
– Some buldak. I thought you might like it.
Siyeon: You know me so well, baby...
I then proceed to give a few pecks on Y/n's neck, with him squirming, while getting goosebumps.
– Stop, noona! It tickles.
Siyeon: Sorry, baby. It's just that your reactions are so cute. Plus, I missed being this close with you...
After this short and playful affection display, I keep myself wrapped around him for a couple more minutes, till I finally unwrap myself, letting Y/n finish making dinner for us, as I proceed to sit at the table, fumbling around it, while waiting for the chef's meal.
About forty minutes later, the meal was ready so, while Y/n starts setting the table, I start getting the cups and the soda, pouring the beverage right after. With everything ready, I sit at the table again, while he fixes my plate. When doing stuff like this, Y/n acts like such a gentleman that it even makes me forget how much of a soft baby he actually is. After fixing my plate and setting it down, he proceeds to fixing his.
Siyeon: Thank you.
– You're welcome.
Once he's finished, Y/n also sits down, while I let out a thought about the dish he made:
– This jjajangmyeon is looking really good, so is the buldak.
– Glad you like it, noona.
Siyeon: I really do. Anyway,here we go.
I then proceed to take small portion of the jjajangmyeon on the chopsticks and lead it to my mouth. And as expected, it's heavenly good and with mouth still full, I exclaim:
– Hmmmmmm! Delicious as always.
– Everything for you, noona.
Y/n then pinches my cheek, making me blush. After recomposing myself, I grab a piece of the buldak with the chopsticks and lead it to my mouth. And just like the jjajangmyeon, it's delicious. As I was feasting myself with such delicious dishes, I suddenly hear Y/n saying:
– I still can't believe you're here.
Siyeon: Honestly, neither can I. I don't know how the schedule got so full. But I swear there wasn't a day I didn't think of you.
– Right back at ya, noona. Seeing you only on TV or on the cellphone, made feel like I was only a fan again.
Siyeon: I can imagine and I'm sorry for that, Y/n. Well, but now we're here, together and that's what matters.
– Couldn't agree more. Until when you have the days off, by the way?
Siyeon: About that, like I said before, I didn't get a few days off, I got a whole month. I'm officially on vacation!
– Wait, what?! Are you serious?!
Siyeon: Uhum, so let's enjoy ourselves, as much as we can, shall we?
And as I rhetorically ask him, I lean forward, stealing a kiss, making him nod, agreeing with my question. I then gently grab his hand, slowly rubbing my thumb on the back of it. A few minutes later, while I was lost in this world of flavors, I hear Y/n asking:
– So, how are the girls?
Siyeon: Well, Gahyeon is being the loud maknae, as always.
– She really doesn't change, does she?
Siyeon: Nope. I guess it's the maknae traits.
– It really is.
Siyeon: JiU's been the mom of the group, SuA unnie, the butt grabber.
– Expected from JiU eomma. And what's with SuA and butts, anyway?
Siyeon: I don't know, but I'm glad she's not targeting mine, so often.
– Why? Only I get to squeeze it?
Siyeon (with a smirk): Maybe... As I was saying, Handongis being the world's girl crush.
– Yup.
Siyeon: What do you mean by that?!
(Chuckling) – Chill, noona. I'm just agreeing.
Siyeon: Humph. Anyway, YooHyeon is sometimes making TikTok videos, along with SuA unnie and Dami's always with her books or on the cellphone, while staying in the corner, observing everyone.
– I bet that for her it must be like watching free cable, with all the chaos that must happen in your dorms.
Siyeon: Maybe. Anyway, that's basically it. And the company's doing fine, I guess.
– And so are you girls, I assume. I saw you got two more wins, this comeback. Congrats on that. I'm happy and also proud of you. It was about time people recognized the talent you girls have.
Siyeon: Thanks, Y/n. This means a lot to me, coming from you and I'm sure the girls would also be happy and feel the same about what you said. Anyway, what about you, baby?
– Same as always. The coffee shop is calm as always, but sometimes, customers act like assholes and it's a pretty damn shame I can't act back. Just like with you, nothing really outta the usual, happening.
Siyeon: I see. Things really don't change, do they?
– I guess they don't.
After this catch up, we proceed to keep eating, with some occasional small conversations, here and there. And about an hour later, after we finish our meals and Y/n quickly washes the dishes, we head to the living room, immediately sitting on the couch.
Time goes by and about an hour later, as we're enjoying each other's company and caresses, we cross looks, slowly starting to approach our faces, our lips... And once again, this night, we proceed to passionately kiss. As our lips press against each other's, I feel the ecstatic feeling, just like every time. Moments later, as we pull apart to catch some breath, I get off from my seat, getting on top of Y/n, resting my legs on each side of his thighs, while he holds me by the waist and after settling myself on top of him, proceed to kiss again. After another moment of an intense make out, we slightly pull our lips apart, one more time, due to lack of oxygen. With our lips still touching, I smile, saying:
– I had no idea how much I missed this feeling...
– Neither did I... It just feels so good...
Siyeon: It does, indeed...
– Speaking of things that we miss...
Siyeon: Okay. You can lie on my lap, while I play with your hair.
– Yay!
Siyeon (chuckling): Such a baby.
And like I just said, he's such a baby and a very cute one, impossible not to fall in love with... And once I end such thought, I proceed to get off from Y/n's lap, going back to where I was sitting before and as I sit down, he quickly lies on my lap. Once Y/n settles himself, I start to caress his hair, making him purr, as he says:
– This is what I'm talking about.
Siyeon: Such a needy boy.
– Don't judge me, noona. Plus, you know you're the only one that I'm comfortable with, to let have any kind of physical contact, like this.
Siyeon (chuckling): Yeah, I know, baby. How can I forget how much of a touchfobic you are?
– I'm not touchfobic, but if there's no need to touch, please don't.
Siyeon: Well, as long as you don't refuse my touches, I'm fine with it.
– I'd never refuse such thing. It's literally my serotonin boost.
Siyeon: I'm glad to hear that.
Your POV:
And as Siyeon says such line, I slightly turn myself, facing her, as she leans forward, pecking my lips. She's so damn perfect... Everything about her is simply top tier, going from looks, to her lovable and hella adorable personality. Plus, there's this unexplainable comforting feeling that she always radiates, whenever she's around me. And even tho we're dating for almost three years, now, it always feels like it's the first time that I sense this comforting feeling... Especially whenever she plays with me, like now... With all these thoughts in my head, I decide to call her:
– Noona...
Siyeon: Hm? What is it, baby?
– Nothing... I just wanted to say that I love you...
Siyeon: I love you, too, baby...
Then she leans forward, once again, gently kissing my forehead, right after, as she continues to play with my hair. After a while, in a comfortable silence, I decide it to break it, saying:
– I still can't believe we've got a whole month.
Siyeon: I know, right? I'm sorry, by the way.
– For what?
Siyeon: For not coming home more often or visiting you at your work. There were times, which I technically could've come home, but I was too tired, having enough energy only to leave the company and head straight to the dorms.
– Hey, it's okay. None of this is your fault, Siyeon-ah, it's just your job.
Siyeon: But I should've spared some time for you, for us.
– It's okay, noona.
Siyeon: Is it, really, baby? Cuz I feel like you're holding something back.
(Sighing) – Fine. I hate to admit this, but I... I felt jealous... I felt jealous seeing a bunch of guys over the world being able to watch you perform, while I didn't even get a concert here in the city. And it's not because I doubt about your love, but-
Siyeon: You felt like you were left aside, didn't you...?
– Kinda, yeah...
Siyeon: It's understandable... But I want you to know something, Y/n. I may meet a million pretty guys that know my name, but there's no need for you to worry.
– And why is that?
Siyeon: Cause you're the one who has my heart...
And once again, Siyeon leans forward, pecking my lips. Once we pull ourselves apart, I get to see her smiling at me. But this specific one feels different, it brings a feeling of trust and comfort, of what she said. I do trust her, her words...
About fifteen minutes go by and as I was almost falling asleep on Siyeon's lap, I hear her saying:
– So, now that we had our couple moment, playing with each other, how about we watch some TV?
– Pretty sure I won't last long, but fine by me.
As I answer, I get up from her lap, sitting myself and once Siyeon also adjusts herself, she turn on the TV, while asking:
– So, what do you wanna watch?
– Handong fancams, obviously.
And as I let out such joke, Siyeon looks at me with a mix of anger, jealousy and I think disgust, can't really tell, but it sure scared the hell outta me. As an attempt to ease the tension I created, I tell her in the nicest way possible:
– I'm joking, noona...
Siyeon: You better be!
Siyeon's POV:
This pabo... After Y/n's stupid and failed attempt of making a joke, I set a show for us to watch, then proceed grab his arm and wrap it around me, while I rest my head on his shoulder. Once I get myself comfortable on him, I look at Y/n and after we exchange glances, he kisses the top of my head. This... This is exactly what I needed after all this time apart...
We watched two chapters of a k-drama and when I was gonna set the third one, I look at Y/n, who apparently fell asleep during our small marathon. He looks so cute when he's sleeping.
As much as it breaks my heart to wake up this angelic figure sleeping before my eyes, I have to, so he can sleep comfortably on his bed. And with such thought, I start to whisper, calling for Y/n:
– Baby.
– Hm?
Siyeon: Baby, let's go to your bed. There you can sleep comfortably.
And once he hears my words, Y/n lazily gets himself up and then we start heading to his room. Once we get there, he walks to his closet and gets a few clothes, handing a t-shirt to me. He also hands me pair of shorts, which had me surprised, making me think out loud:
– I didn't even know I left these here.
– You didn't. I bought them, for when you crashed here and didn't have anything to wear.
Siyeon: Y/n...
– I admit I got a bit overexcited, once, when you said you'd come.
Siyeon: I'm so sorry, baby...
I then walk towards him, placing my hands behind his neck, slowly pulling him for a kiss. As we pull our lips apart, I gently peck his forehead, getting a blushed reaction from Y/n. Humph, cute. After this small affection, we quickly change ourselves, with me putting the clothes Y/n handed me. Once we're done, we both lay on the bed and as we were facing each other, Y/n says in a shy tone:
– I missed you, mommy...
Siyeon (giggling): I missed you, too sweetheart...
– So, we got a whole month, huh?
Siyeon: Yup. Just for the two of us. Any plans?
– Not yet. And you?
Siyeon: Nothing really special, but I do have a few ideas.
– Already looking forward to them.
I then bring him as close as I can to myself, proceeding to kiss the top of his head, which makes him wrap his arms around my waist, proceeding to hug me tightly, while he words out:
– I love you, Siyeon-ah...
Siyeon: I love you, too, Y/n...
After our exchange of statements, plus another moment of a comfortable silence, I hear Y/n whispering:
– Good night, noona.
Siyeon: Good night, baby...
And after our final exchange of words for the night, I start to play with his hair and moments later, as I look down, I'm delighted with the sight of Y/n, which had fallen asleep. He's so freaking cute, seriously. And after a few minutes, I also fall asleep, ending the first night of such awaited vacation, we both deserved.