They are always present in living room sitting randomly but they weren't today to his luck,
Taehyung ran to his room as fast as he could once inside he dropped the bag locking the door from inside before that ,
He collapsed on the floor crying badly he was a crying mess by now,
He looked at his hands which were trembling badly moving the long sleeves up he saw his wrist had purple fingerprints on it,
He remembered how he was touched everywhere without his consent he started crying loudly, it was fine no-one could hear him since his room was soundproof,
(When the Mansion was renovated last time his father had told him along with everyone that they can inform the workers how they want there rooms to be so he had made it sound proof so that if he do something loudly- play songs or anything or may be cry loudly no one would hear him outside)
He started scream loudly saying 'NO' again & again, rubbing his hands, palms, on his neck, wrists, at his arms, stomach, face, ears and everywhere he could, in am attempt to, if he could remove that bastards touch from himself he kept on screaming 'NO' he felt discussed he was feeling like someone was still touching him, he ran towards bathroom, turning on the shower his already shivering body trembled more when the cold water touched him he had already removed his coat,
He again collapsed on the ground crying loudly hugging his knees, he stayed just like that for a long time, standing up, he looked at his reflection in the mirror he saw there were red colored marks on his neck he remembered how he was touching him infront, on his back, on his neck, his arms and on around his pants and everywhere he could, Taehyung takes the soap and started rubbing it on his neck, hands and everywhere else, he took every other liquid soap, shampoo and whatever he could find and applied it on his body rubbing it harshly getting tired he sat down on the floor and stayed there for hours feeling cold to the point his body couldn't stop shivering,
When he started feeling cold to much to the point of not being able to bear it anymore he standed up turning of the shower he changed his clothes and went to bed, covering himself with sheets he laid there staring blankly at the wall at right side he didn't had his lunch and neither he was in the state nor he wanted to, he didn't felt like eating a bit,
Soon enough not realising he drifted to sleep after being so much tired from crying and everything.
He skipped his lunch then dinner then breakfast next day he just stayed inside his room and no one was bothered to come and check on him which wasn't something new to him he didn't had school to go to since it was last paper only,
He skipped his meals to the point he started feeling dizzy and then he had no choice but to go down and eat something,
After three days from the last paper when everything had happened he got a message from an unknown number which said-
"Remember Kim Taehyung even though you escaped from me this time but if, just if we met ever again in this life I'll surely do whatever i want to do with you and you want be able do anything to stop me so pray that you never encounter with me again or else you know what I'll do and i promise you that........"
This was the text from an unknown number when Taehyung checked the caller I.D it was of same, "???1" who had done those things with Taehyung,
Reading that message his hands started trembling again and he dropped the phone from his hands,
After knowing the caller I.D. Taehyung blocked the number immediately and deleted the number and message too.
After that incident at school Taehyung started having nightmares about that incident or similar to that, he may have recovered from that incident and maybe those nightmares too would've stopped but that text developed a fear inside Taehyung's heart he couldn't recover from that incident and the nightmares also didn't stop,
Though in starting he used to have nightmares daily and he would woke up screaming at nights crying alone in the dark room but soon there quantity lessened and then he would only get nightmares if he have watched a movie, read book or something with same or similar incidents but still whenever he gets that nightmare he still wakes up screaming,
He thinks that ???1 will come back and Taehyung won't even be able to stop him,
This's what happens whenever he's in trouble even if he can even if he is capable or atleast if can try to fight but no he doesn't try cause he knows that if he try to fight back he doesn't have his family to support him which everyone needs,
Whenever he used to get bullied in school he didn't used to try to stop them cause he knew if it gets worst and if they have to went to office his bullies will turn the cards towards him as this's what bullies do with everyone and his father wouldn't even believe him and in the end he'll be the only one to suffer so he always used to try to avoid coming in front of them and so get in less trouble and less beating,
And now when he thinks about ???1 he thinks that if he ever came face to face with him ever again Taehyung won't be able to stop him even if try to, cause when he have the chance to fight back like he's at a place when he can fight back he does so like ones at a park Taehyung had accidentally bumped into a boy of same age though Taehyung had apologiesed the other one still didn't listened and had started insulting and bad mouthing him Taehyung endure it like always but when he started speaking bad about Tae's mother Taehyung had beaten him and just like this whenever someone tries to touch him inappropriately as it happens with everyone at public places Taehyung tries to fight back,
But he don't know if fighting back will work with ???1.
After that Taehyung had applied for studying business in college he started wearing oversized clothes its not like he didn't liked them but he would have wore all types of clothing along with that but he didn't after the incident,
He wore oversized clothes everyone called him nerd he didn't had friends in college and people used to laugh at him he had a very few friends in school that can't be called best friends, he didn't used to be with them so much just some talking sometimes thats it nor did they used to they were just like classmates being in same class,
After school eneded he lost touch with them like it mostly happens with everyone and here when they weren't even Taehyung's good friends or bestfriends atleast obviously didn't contacted after that.
When it was finally last year of Taehyung's business studies Taehyung decided that he should try to come out of that incident from school years and don't stop himself from dressing the way he wants just cause of that since he can't stay like that for his whole life.
So after vacations he did what he liked wearing clothing of every type along with oversized he didn't stopped wearing them too being with the trend of fashion and all when he went to college at the very first day of last year everyone was hella shock to see the nerdy Taehyung to look so mesmerizing with so good fashion sense and his features were also very great,
From that day Taehyung became the beauty of his department and with time of whole college with the more time passed, he would always get proposals but he always rejected them politely and this time he was very careful to not incounter something similar as the past.
At almost in the mid session of his last year a boy(???2) proposed Taehyung he was also one of the boys who would get proposals from different peoples, ???2 (his name) was good looking and intelligent too Taehyung rejected him as he wasn't in love with him at all,
Though Taehyung didn't had even a crush on him, love was so far he didn't even had crush on him but he had slight liking in him, he was intelligent, good looking, well mannered, well behaved and good at talking to people not rude so he was one of the few people in college who Taehyung liked ( okay not in a romantic way its like when we see someone we like them but not romantically having feelings for them just a very simple liking)
But still he had rejected him but that boy didn't gave up he kept on asking Taehyung once in a while and bringing gifts & chocolates for him, flowers and all. It had already been 3 month since ???2 was trying and in the end Taehyung decided to give him a chance since its not like he loves someone else, love he don't even have crush on someone (except kdrama actors & villains, some kpop or other idols, TXT and some Anime characters fictional characters and some more just like that, and from some books as well 😁) so he decided to give him a chance thinking that maybe he will also get someone who would love him, care for him he would also get someone who loves him too in this life of his in which no-one loves him and everyone hates & dislikes him even his own family and since ???2 really loves him/Tae so whats wrong in it and may be if that boy will love him truly Taehyung would surely fall for him too cause love changes everything doesn't it" he thought.
And then soon enough after thinking about this again clearing his thoughts about it and confirming it to himself he accepted his proposals and they both become boyfriends,
After that ???2 took Taehyung on a few dates they would talk to each other and he even bring some gifts for Taehyung they would go out together Taehyung didn't told about how his family treats him to ???2 he just told him that his family is a bit strict thats why gets so scared at small things too.
They would spend time together and Taehyung even shared his very first kiss with ???2 though he didn't wanted to be physical with him so soon but since it had already been over a month of them dating and ???2 was asking Taehyung for the kiss for a long time and he didn't kiss Tae when he denied so Taehyung agreed and decided to share his first kiss with him though feeling a bit not right but still they were boyfriends so it should be okay he thought and maybe its because its his first time or because of that incident thats why he is feeling a bit not so good so thinking this je let the thoughts slide down.
(And also yeah it was Tae's first kiss since i told you before as well that Taehyung didn't let ???1 kiss him)
After their first kiss it had already been almost 2 months or maybe more then that and now ???2 wanted to go further in their relationship maybe taking the next step (no no not the genuine one) he wanted to be more physical with Taehyung like i mean more then kissing he wanted to go further then kissing with Taehyung for which he wasn't ready yet Taehyung wanted some more time for some reason he didn't felt right about it maybe because he hadn't fallen for the boy yet though he still likes him but liking and love are two different and opposite things,
And finally after asking Taehyung for a long time they both decided to meet in a park after university it was actually ???2 who had decided it,
After they sat :
???2 : Umm well Taehyung i want to talk to you about something important.
Taehyung : Umm yes say what is it.
???2 : See Taehyung we are in relationship for more then 2 months now and you know we haven't get physical even now you agreed on our kiss after more then a month and I don't think this can go on like this anymore i mean what is it we are literally boyfriends and still you act like i don't what Taehyung you don't want to be physical and i can't take this anymore i think we should brake up now.
Taehyung : B-But you said that you l-love me and true love doesn't require being p-physical right.
???2 : Taehyung you aren't understanding it i don't what should i say to you I don't think there's any point in being in relationship with you if are not going any further then just me kissing you, you don't even kiss me from front.
Taehyung : No did you forget i kissed you for from front (firstly) to.
???2 : That was just for once why don't you understand my point you aren't understanding.
Taehyung : Y-You don't love me d-don't you.
???2 : No i don't.
Taehyung : But you said that you do love me you a-asked me out so many t-times you did so much for m-me and if not then tell me w-why you chased me f-for over a-a month.
???2 : (sigh) Taehyung to be honest i never did loved you i did had a body attraction to you because of you see i mean you know how you look right but here you are not ready for going any further this was one of the reason i asked you to be my boyfriend and there is one more it was because you know how popular you have become since the very first day of this year so my friends asked me since you kept on rejecting everyone who would propose you so they asked me if i can make you my boyfriend.
(By now tears were flowing from Taehyung's eyes)
Taehyung : So it was just a challenge to you right.
???2 : No it was not 'just' a challenge to me Taehyung but i myself was attracted to you i-
Before he could even finish his sentence his face got turned towards the other side and felt a stinging pain on his one of the cheecks at the same time,
Taehyung had slapped him.
Taehyung : FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING BASTARD YOU PIECE OF SHIT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY DON'T DESERVE ME ITS BETTER YOU REALISED IT CAUSE YOU YOURSELF DON'T EVEN DESERVE ME.
with that Taehyung standed up from the bench they were sitting at turning to face ???2 he punched him on the face, ???2 didn't said anything at this not knowing why, ???2's face had turned towards other side again after that Taehyung went away from there with tears still flowing from his eyes noh e wasn't sad because ???2 broke up with him infact he thanked god as he wasn't with someone who was being fake with him saying he loves him but it wasn't the actual truth which he hates the most but he was crying at the fact that no-one in this whole world loves him, he thought that he would now also have someone who would love him care for him if not alot but atleast a little but no he was wrong that person didn't loved him and no one really does everyone hates him was he asking for to much was he being to much greedy no right then why why does it always happens with him why why just why" this was what he was thinking and that was the reason of his teares,
He didn't even go to college next day and after that he was about to take one week leave from college which was truly not like him but then it hit his mind that why should he took leave from college its not like he have done something wrong, it should be ???2 who should be ashamed for whatever he did so Taehyung cancelled the plan of taking leave,
And went to college next day with full of his confidence but he wasn't alone along with him he took all the things which he had recieved from ???2 before classes would start he went near ???2 because he knew he would be around his locker in corridor only he went near him taking all that stuff once Taehyung reached near him ???2 was back facing Taehyung that time Taehyung tapped on his shoulder causing him to turn around,
Once he turn around he was met with a hit directly on the face which was given by Taehyung with the black bag he was holding consisting all those stuff inside, it caused ???2's upper face and lips to bleed.
???2 : What the hell Taehyung whats wrong with you wasn't that enough what you did yesterday.
Taehyung : Yes ofcourse you Asshole it really wasn't enough but anyways I don't have time waste on you so here all the things you give me while chasing me and begging for my little attention hmm.
He said forwarding his hand holding the bag.
Taehyung : Wait a second i don't think i should give it to you this instead when there's a more sweeter way to it right so here have it.
Saying that he moved his hands back and making their way inside the bag he took out some love cards from inside which he had recieved from ???2 he throwed it directly at ???2's face.
Taehyung : These are the cards & also proof of your fakeness that how much of fake you are and you can be and are the once which you gave me and also this bag consist of the things which you gave me.
He said moving the bag upside down causing the stuff inside to fell down later he dropped the bag down (not throw)
Taehyung : Ooh and yeah you were saying about braking up with me right huh you break up that too with me (chuckle) now i am braking up with you ???2 so now stay away from me and also don't try to catch my attention again from now on just like you have been doing from the past 4 months okay don't waste my precious time you dumb head.
Taehyung was about to move but then he again faced ???2
Taehyung : Ooh btw you can keep that bag cause i think you will get a bit problem carrying this shitty things of yours in hands so my bag would help and please no need to thank me i know i am generous enough that too specially when i let you stay around me for all this while Aishhh that was such a waste of my precious time you know what i mean being around you well i should get going then classes are gonna start soon.
With that he was about to turn around again but-
???2 : Taehyung you aren't doing right ny doing all this saying all this stuff.
Taehyung : Ooh you mean by insulting you right ooh my bad i mean by saying the truth about you right so let me tell you one exciting thing that i ain't done yet just wait a minute and you will here something more and also if you want me to get scared of you after saying all this then NO I ain't gonna cause you also know that neither I am an extrovert like you & have alot of people in touch nor I have any minions around me like you do (said pointing at his friends) but still i am very good in studies thanks to God and cause of that i am more favourite of teachers of the whole University then you are so that means i KIM TAEHYUNG will have more support of teachers then you so I don't need to get scared they will surely support me then you considering i am almost everyone's FAVOURITE student so Bye bye and dream as you yourself know that you can't do anything to me when I have all the teachers support.
With that Taehyung went away from there too leaving ???2 there shocked and embarrassed at the same time he didn't had thought Taehyung can be like this too he had always seen him talking less being scared of his strict family, shy and all he didn't expected Taehyung can be like this too.
After that Taehyung again started wearing oversized clothes more but he didn't stopped wearing other type of clothing just lessened it cause even if stop now there is no use since he has been wearing them since the whole year, everyone has seen him already so there no point.
*Oh btw Taehyung was scared of his father and all this time too but he didn't stopped himself cause it was about his self-respect this time cause that boy proposed him just for a stupid challenge or bet and he wasn't gonna take it and then that attraction thing ???2 mentioned Taehyung didn't cared if matter would get worse he would just tell the truth to hsi dad even when he won't believe Tae but he is not gonna stop himself this time atleast je was ready to face everything*
* Taehyung had always from the start disliked someone touching him inappropriately even before that school incident he disliked it like everyone does and that incident didn't changed anything like making more uncomfortable by someone else's touch no it didn't happened like that cause Taehyung is very strong he always fights his problem to the best as best he can though you all might think he cry alot but crying isn't a bad thing and also that it doesn't make anyone weak or strong its okay to cry your heart out crying isn't the proof of being weak.*
After that Taehyung decided that he would made ???2 regret that he had lost the wrong person even if he didn't loved but still, he would show him that what he couldn't have which he could have had,
It was only one month left from exam when this incident happened, ???2 didn't react to it knowing he was wrong and he was still shocked by Taehyung's confidance he thought where the hell this Taehyung before was to be honest he was already knowing what he had lost from the very moment, he was feeling very bad too at this also he would get some doctors suggestions once in awhile he knew staying away from Taehyung was right after what he had done atleast for now.
After this last month ends there will be a fairwell party for the students graduating this year,
And it happened and like last time Taehyung rocked it and this time he putted all his efforts in it and successfully stole the whole show he won one of the titles of the show the one which he had won this time was "Mrs. Fairwell"
When he had looked at ???2's face that day it was showing complete regret from the moment Taehyung had entered the hall everyone literally everyone was going crazy over Taehyung that day then he even won Mrs. Fairwell's title amd Mr. Fairwell some other guy who deserved it.
Taehyung completed his college and did top in the whole college it ended very well and safely as his father didn't knew about whatever happened.
When Taehyung had joined college for studying arts he kept his oversized clothes on he didn't went with the ones of his liking since unlike previous one no-one had seen him in them so he can still be safe from being centre of attention which he don't like to be.
And the same is going on now in Korea too.
Taehyung was thinking about all incidences when the thought crossed his mind-
Tae's mind : Aish what am i even thinking about i shouldn't think about those incidences or else i will surely get a nightmare at night and my room here isn't even soundproof so everyone will probably here my scream so its better i don't think about it or else what will I tell everyone that Why did I even scream.
With that shrugging his thoughts he went to Jeon Mansion.
Later next day he had gone to mall to do shopping of dress for competition and the day after that he showed it to D.T.
To be continued.........
A/N : Well i am sorry for the names 😅🥲😭😐.