~Shin Rumi wants to be a bystander~ (Discontinued)

Sorry

   I'm sorry. I feel like my skills are lacking. I'm a novice at writing.
  But, as I read again, I realize my protagonist has no character.
   I intended to explored Shin Rumi character as the story goes deeper but now, it's like, it doesn't matter whether she's there or not. It won't change.
   She doesn't feels like a human being filled with emotions. Rather, a doll meant to be manipulated.
   She has no personality.
   Eyes are a window to their soul. If she is a human, I think her eyes will be blank.
   And I don't like that. I was too into writing the plot of manga that, I forgot to makes her more human.
   This is my first fanfiction. I don't have my own writing style yet. Most, carefully reading the novels and copying the style.
   Practice makes perfect. I don't want to give up, yet. Maybe I will give up some day. But, not now.
   My mind has countless worlds and I want to write them down.
   So, I will try. I won't delete this old version. I will just create a new version.
   I decided to stop just in time before I completely destroy it. So, this is discontinued.
   Thank you for giving my your previous times, my dear silent readers.