Lauren POV
Flashback:
Been a month since Camila and I made love the last time when I visit her to comfort her after everything blew up in her face. I've just been at school being as involved as I could. Helping with pep rallies and setting up for school assemblies.
On the down time other than school I hung out with Ally. We practically do everything together. She comes over and has dinners with my family. We work on group projects together. Point is this was a time we started doing everything together.
Ever since my split with Camila it's as if I directed all my energy to not miss her and one of those things was so grow my relationship with Ally.
Ally was supposed to come over to my house to have a movie night. We planned this because it's a long weekend. We decided the best way to enjoy a mini vacation is by relaxing with a bunch of snacks watching movies cuddled up in blankets.
I heard a knock on the door and I smiled knowing ally was here. I practically ran to the door and opened it. There she was in her bunny onesies.
"Haha, someone looks adorable" I joked.
"Hey! You're a cheater you said you had onesies too so go put them on missy!!" She said slapping my shoulder and walked up stairs to my room.
I went to my dresser and got my unicorn onesies'. I can hear her laughing.
"Now look who is adorable" Ally said giggling mocking my onesie.
"Haha shut up and put the movie on you dork"
I undressed myself, leaving me only in a bra and underwear. From the corner of my eye I can see Ally looking at me but I only smiled to myself. I slip my onesie on and grabbed the bucket of popcorn. I sat on my bed under the blanket where Ally joined me.
"Out of all movies you pick this one? Wow" I ate some popcorn.
"Who doesn't like a good romantic comedy? Oh wait, just you"
"Well you know that at the end they are just going to fall in love."
"Lauren! Stop complaining"
"You're lucky I like you" I smiled.
About 10 minutes into the movie all the popcorn was gone.
"Remind me why I hang out with you if you eat all my food" I set the popcorn down.
She playfully hit me. The movie continues and is probably almost over. I find Ally cuddled up against me with her head on my chest. It actually felt nice, plus she was pretty warm.
When the movie ended Ally looked at me inches away from my face. I search for her eyes but they were looking straight at my lips. Next thing I knew her lips were brushing softly against mine.
I was caught by surprise but kissed her right back. She positioned herself so now she was sitting on my laps. Her tongue invaded my mouth and I placed my arms around her waist pulling her impossibly closer. The kiss broke and both trying to catch our breath she laid her forehead on mine.
"Ally... I don't think we should do this, again" I said carefully.
"Lauren I know you want it just as much as me."
Next thing I knew we were on my bed, naked having sex.
I was laying on my back with Ally next to me both covered in a thin layer of sweat. I needed a good release and without looking for one I got one, thanks to Ally.
We both laid there trying to regain our strength and energy before any of us even spoke. Ally cuddled up with me and I kissed her head.
"Lauren, would you like to give this a try?" I looked at her a bit confused. "Us, dating. Were always together and you're practically like my best friend."
"Like your girlfriend?" I questioned. She nodded.
After thinking about what the situation was and the relationship with Ally. I figured why not. Camila and I said it was okay to date other people.
I kissed her. "I'll take that as a yes"
"Well I mean the sex isn't bad" I joked and kissed her again
End of Flashback
Present Lauren POV
"And that's how it happened. We gave it a try and here we are. We never introduce ourselves as girlfriends but I guess that's what we are" I explained.
"You're with someone. You hold my hand, had me in your house let me sleep in your bed and kiss me. Lauren you're cheating on her"
"Camz, but it's you it's always you."
She looked at her lap in silent.
"Can I have something to chance so I can sleep in it" she finally said shyly.
"Yeah, Of course" I got up and grabbed pjs from my dresser. I handed her the shirt she gave me a while ago when we were dating and sweats. "I know you hate shorts so.. here"
"Thanks" She walked into the bathroom.
I figured while she is in there I should probably change too. I get my sleeping clothes out which is usually short shorts and an oversize long sleeve. I grab it from my dresser and set it on the bed. I began to undress myself when suddenly I hear the door open.
Apparently Camila changed really fast or I took my sweet time. I was standing there half naked in only a bra and underwear when she walked in.
"Oh, uh.. Sorry I didn't know" She said shyly but never taking her eyes off me.
"Its nothing you haven't seen already." I smirk and instantly her face turns red.
"You know if you want me just tell say it" I said seductively. Walking to her still very much half naked.
I'm only a couple inches from her and I can see and hear her breathing at a much slower pace. Her eyes never left my lips which were now being attacked by hers.
The kiss was intensive intently her tongue was fighting with mine as if we were fighting for dominance. I grabbed her hips and puller her so that her body was pressed up against mine. Her hands griped my hair pressing our lips with more force.
I felt how Camila guided me to my bed her palms cupping my breast that were still in my bra earning her a small moan on my part. She was on top of my taking charge of the situation.
Suddenly I realized that this might be a mistake, everything escalated very quickly. "Camz, wait"
"Huh" her lips moved to my neck kissing every inch and stopping on my sensitive spot, sucking on it lightly.
"Camzi, no, you're going to leave a mark."
"That hasn't stop you before" she spat and released her lips from my neck to look at me.
"I don't think we should do this tonight"
"Why you're the one who initiated it in the first place"
"I know but i realized this is doesn't feel right. If I ever have sex with you I want to make love, not like this, all this is right now is just lust"
"So, Lauren I want you I need you, Ugh you're so hot I mean look at you!" I sat up making her sit next to me.
"Remember when we first dated and before we made love you told me you didn't want to be like other girls, another hit it and quit it. I don't want to use you like that."
"Laur, but I'm letting you. Is it because of Ally?"
"Not even that. Love is much more then sex. I feel like every time we see each other all we do is have sex. Can tonight be different? I want to know what's going on in your life. I miss hearing your beautiful voice. Just to be able to kiss your lips is enough."
Camila looked at her lap with a sad smile trying to act like she's okay.
"Beautiful if it's meant to be between us like we talked, we will have the rest of our lives to have all the sex we want. As much times as we want. I love you and I respect you, that's why I'm doing this" I pecked her lips and settled in under the blankets. "Come cuddle with me beautiful"
She smiled and did as I said. She got under the blankets as well and held my hand.
"So tell me, how's Dinah"...
We stayed hours talking at night, sharing all types of kisses. For a while we wouldn't even talk but just kiss. It felt just right to have her in my arms next to me sharing our lips. Some were heated and others were cute. I learn so much more about her and I felt as if I fell in love all over again.
At some point we fell asleep into each other's arms. How more perfect can one night get. Knowing that at the end of the day its real love because we know it's much more then sex.
I couldn't help imagine this is how the rest of my life will be like, talking and kissing Camila all night. And in that moment as the women that I love fell asleep in my embrace as beautiful and peaceful she looked I knew this is the girl I was going to marry. I made a promise to myself I can't marry anyone else unless it's her.