" I told Stella that you was flirting with girls here " novail said " you did what ??" i asked raising my eyebrow " I told her what you was doing "he said " YOU MOTHERFUCKING PRICK " i shout as i ran towards him , but the owner of the shop came , " calm down young men " she said as she stopped us " you guys did good job today , you can go home now " she said , giving us drinks
" you are really nice Miss " Novail said with a big smile on his face , and the woman playfully hit him
after that ,novail and i came to Stella's house , we really treating her house as our own , and to be honest , i don't feel this comfortable , in my home also .
" I wanted to talk about something from a while " i said , " say " he said , as we sat down on couch of her living room
" you know anything about how to impress girls " i asked " if you want to impress Stella , you have to do very small but meaningful things " he said , " who said i want to impress Stella " i shout " shut up , i know you very well " he said slapping my back
" so tell me how to impress her " i said and he laughed " you should plan a date with her " he said " and don't do anything too fancy , but a beautiful candle light date , in the home only " he added
he was right , Stella is kind of person who would love these kind of things
" do you know what she likes to eat " he asked ," no "
"do you know ,what movie she likes ??" he asked
"no" i replied
"her favorite color? '
" no"
" her favorite place ?"
"no"
" what you know about her ?" he asked in frustration
and if I think about it , I really don't know much about her , not even her past , not even her likes and dislikes . and she knows almost everything about me .
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" you must be out of your mind if you think I will ever take , his case " i shout on Robert " you have to , because you are intern here and you do what we told you do " he said , without blinking an eye ,
" but i am already working on Alwar's case " i shout " either you work with both of them , or quit Alwar's and only work with MR Leon 's case " he said and i lost my shit and slapped the desk in front of me with both of my hands , i lean down on his level as he was siting on the chair
" i have third option , i will Quit the job " i said as i removed my lab coat and i.d card and threw on MR Robert's face , i had enough of him
" are you out of your mind " he shout as he stands up " no matter what you do , i will not work MR Leon , " i said as I turns towards the door , but i stopped dead in my track as I saw door of his cabin opened and my worst nightmare coming from it
" what a pleasant surprise " his voice once again hit my ears as my breathe stuck in my throat " MR Robert can you please give us a moment so i can talk to my doctor " he said " yes of course MR Leon " Robert said as he left quickly leaving me and him alone in one room
" how bad are you , not treating me , when you knows the best how much i need treatment " he said " you wanted me to take treatment and now when i am ready you are refusing to do it ??" he said moving closer to me .
" g-go s-somewhere e-else " i said in cracking voice , i hate the fact that My voice still cracks in front of him , i hate the fact that i still gets scared in front of him
" i want to take it from you , Alwar is getting so much better , you will treat me also " he said , and my ears stand on Alwar's name " oh Alwar's dad and my Dad are best friends " he said with a evil smile " don't worry Alwar don't know anything about it , he was too busy ruining his life , that he didn't had time to see any other's person ruined life " he said " so , he don't know what i did to you " he added
he wants to remind me about all those things , but i spend too much time in fixing myself , i can't let anyone ruin it for me .
" let me go " i said as i walked past by him , but he pulls me back from my hand and i landed on his chest , his touch disgust me . i pushed him off me , but he wasn't bulging .
" leave me alone , your father said , you will never come back " i said .I was on verge of crying , but I was managing it
" oh yes , but he send me to you to get treatment, because everyone knows , how you fight with your demons better than anyone else "
this reminds of the first day MR Deon came to me taking Alwar's case . he said the same thing to me then " because i know how you fight with your demon better than anyone else "
this sends shiver down to spine , he knows all along , what happened to me , that why he gets so disgusted whenever I gets close to Alwar .
" treat me " he said " treat me if you don't want me to tell Alwar about everything i did to you " he added .
and i broke into tears , i couldn't control anymore , whenever I recall my memories , I feel how impure I am , and if he will tells Alwar about this , he will never look at me again .
" do you want me to tell him ??" he asked and I just moved my head from left to right
" then be a good girl ,and wear your coat , and start my case from tomorrow " he said and pushed me , out of his grip . " I want to kiss you so badly , but i don't want to scare you on first day " he said , as he look me upside down , and with that he left the room
I slowly picked my coat and wore it , and simply came out of office ,cleaning my tears stained face .like nothing happened
why I am again back to square one ?? I did so much of hardwork for this ? to trapped again in the cage I broke and ran away ??
thinking that I came out of hospital , should i tell Alwar everything on my own ?? or should I again get trapped in that cage , if I will tell him that means I will lose him forever and if I don't tell him , means I will lose myself forever .
with this thought , i parked my scooty in front of my house . i slowly walk towards my main gate , i slowly opened the door , after a tiring day , and getting shocking information ,
there was no light in the house , everything was dark
" Alwar ?? " i called his name , but he was not responding " Alwar where are you " i called him again but still no response , but suddenly the bright lights enters my eyes , making me close my eyes shut , i adjusted my eyes to light only to see , something that made all of my problems go away ., my whole living room was decorated with flowers and balloons , and there was dining table on which the beautiful foods was keep .
" I did this all alone " Alwar's voice came from behind , I just turned around and just threw myself on him , I wrapped my hands around him and buried my face in him , and i lost control once again and starting sobbing , i was crying soo hard that Alwar almost shit in his pants
i was crying like a small baby
" motherfucker Novail said , you will be happy , but you crying " he said holding my face and started crying harder , the build up of whole day flew now , " I AM HAPPY" i said crying " then why you are crying baby " he said as he make me sit on chair , i was sobbing so hard , i knew i must have running nose and messy makeup
" Stella don't cry , please don't cry , please don't cry Stella " he was begging me on his knees
" if you want we can go out and plan something else ??" he asked , in a voice filled with concern , which was making me more cry , he is showing concern , if he continue I will fell harder for him
" no I-I r-realy l-like it " i said " then why you crying " he said holding my hands " I j-just h-had t-tough d-day " I said in between my sobs , my voice was breaking so bad , that it is really embarrassing
" Stella " he said in much a low and sweet voice , that i stopped crying and was only sobbing little
" don't come crying like this again " he said " I can't see you like this " he said " w-why " i asked
" I like you so much , that I can never see you hurt " he said and my breathe stops right there , am I hearing everything right ?? " I like you a lot and i want to keep meeting you even after these whole fucking therapy sessions ends " he said " I never imagined that i will say all these things , that too like this , but here we are , I don't need therapy , I need you Stella , you are my cure , You are the void feeling in my heart , you are the missing puzzle I have been searching all my Life , you are the reason I want to wakeup every morning " he said " and your house is really small and ugly , but it really comfortable , I can't imagine going back to my house " he added and i laughed
" I just like you soo much that I want to change for you " he said " you mean that ??" I ask
" I meant every word " he said , then I just threw my hands around him and pull him for another bone crushing hug " I also Like you very much "I said " I was trying to control my feelings till our relationship changes from professional but I was scared at the same time that you will leave me " I said , he placed his hands on my head and said " I don't want to leave you , because I finally found my home in you "
and that moment I decided , even if i have to lose myself , I will not lose Alwar ,I will not let Leon tell anything to him even if I have to see his face everyday .
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I feel the numbness in my left hand and warmth at my left side , a smile automatically came to my face knowing I slept with her , I know in love when , we are so close and I don't anything sexual , only love and affection for her . I just want to open my eyes , and see her face first thing in the morning , her face makes me realize that life can be beautiful .
she is like warm sun rays in chilly winters , a shade in sunny weather , she is like a first drop of rain after drought , she is just everything that can give peace .
she move beside me and I turn my face towards her , she was looking really pretty , her eyes was closed and her beautiful light brown hairs was spread across her face . I moved her hairs little to see her full face , that made her wake up .
" you awake " i asked her , " yeah" she said in her morning voice , she further stretch a little like a small cat , the again burry herself in me throwing both of her hands and legs across me .
this girl will be death of me , i laughed as i asked " don't you have to go to work ??"
she slowly lift her face, and stare at me , her expression changes again and i knew right away something is not right , the way she cried last night was not okay , i know something is not right Stella don't cry , she never cry
" i don't want to go to work " she said , which is very unlikely of her , she love her work , and she never skip it " why something is wrong ??" i asked , she went deep into thoughts then again buried her face in my chest , " nothing " she said
" Stella , you should share things with me also , you know everything about me , and i don't know anything about you Except your name and what you do " I said , she was shivering and not replying , me " Stella , what's wrong " i asked again " nothing is wrong Alwar , let me enjoy my time with you " she said , her face was still in my chest , okay let her enjoy
" today is in clinic therapy " i said and she raised her head , looking at my face with knotted eyebrows " don't come to clinic today , lets shift the therapy to some other day " she said , is she out of her mind ?? she never do that
" are you serious ?" I asked " yes , you should stay at home today " she said , which is very weird , she never do that ,there is something definitely wrong with her
she removed herself , from me and got out of bed and went straight to the washroom , to get ready
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I was on a coach in her small and cozy living room , when Stella came out from her room , wearing her signature , off shoulder top , she always wear off shoulders
" when you will be back ??" i asked , she came towards me and sit in my lap hugging me " i will be back very soon " she said which warms my heart , she again got up , said good bye and left for work
this woman surely will be death of me
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I was standing in front of rusty building , a building I never thought I will come back again ,the reason I never wanted to move to Spain was this , my mother's house
but for Alwar , I am ready to face her again ,
i took my steps to the entrance , her flat was on ground floor , the corridor of the building was dark , I still remember the time I spend here , I still remember , how Leon drag me from this corridor and everyone was just watching him.
I remember everything clearly , it is still engrave in my brain .
I knock the door , of the very familiar house , the rusty door opened after few minutes , and there she was standing there , the reason of my miserable life , the reason why I still cannot live peacefully .
my mother , was still looking the same , but with more wrinkles , her face was not like me , i was on my dad , but my eyes are like her , and we both have pretty dead eyes
" Stella is that you ??" she asked in shocked , " is that really you Stella " she said again , her voice started to crack ,she threw herself on me and started crying really hard
" oh my baby , you finally came to me , my baby Stella " she was sobbing in my arms , kissing me all over , if she loved me this much , then why she sent me off with that monster .
" my baby , come inside " she drags me inside , she quickly made me sit on sofa , my look around , the house was still same , super clean and nicely set , my eyes fell on the wall that was covered with my pictures only , from my childhood to the time I had to left Spain '
" you finally came back " she said as she runs her hands on my whole face , " I came for a work " i said , her smile died down a little , but she still manages to put it on
" what work "she asked " You know Katherine Le Deon ? " i asked her , and her face became pale
" why you asking ?" she said " she is mother of someone , who is very close to me " i said , her smile widen " Katherine was my best friend " she said " do you know where she is now ??" i asked her " no i don't " she said ,
shitt, why this is so hard to find her " when the last time you meet her ?" I asked " i meet her last time when she gave birth to a beautiful daughter "she said , yes Alwar has a sister , he has another family member " and later I got to know that she met an accident and was admitted to ST. George Hospital " she said " why you didn't visited her " i asked, she looks down and said " it happens around the time when Leon took you "
i can't handle this anymore , I picked my bag and got up , but my mother hugged my legs " Stella forgive me Stella , please forgive me " she started sobbing " I never knew , Leon will make your life hell " she said " you threw me in that hell " I said , I wanted to cry so badly but I am not doing it " please Stella forgive me , I can't live without you , since I saw you now " she said " they made me do it Stella , they forced me to let you marry Leon , I thought you love him " she said " they said you will be forever happy , Leon's father promised me ,that you will be happy with him , we were so poor that time , your father was no more and we couldn't afford living , i thought this is a good decision for you" she sobbed " i never knew ,my petal like daughter , will go through so many things " she cried
i wanted to say to her , I forgive herb, but I couldn't , I can't forgive her , she made me marry Leon , even though I said he is not good human , she didn't listen to me , I break her hug and removed her hands from me and left that place
I can hear her cried behind me , but I will not look back
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as soon as i came outside , my phone started to ring , i pull it out , and it was ALwar , my happiness
i quickly pick it up " hello " i said
" Stella come home NOW " he shouts and a shiver ran down my spine , why he is angry ?? does he knows that i took Leon's case ?? does he knows i am trying to find his mom
" what happened " i asked
" Bella is irritating me , i will KILL her , you better come RIGHT NOW , if you don't want her dead " he said , and he didn't even wait for my reply and end the call
this boy will be death of me
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as soon as i reached home , i can saw Bella sobbing in the corner with novail , trying to calm her down , she was basically in Novail's lap hugging him
"when these two get these close " i asked then my eyes shifted to Alwar , who as staring at Bella , with a confuse expression
" i only said , don't come to my house , when Stella is not around , i don't feel comfortable " he explained himself " and ??" i asked " and nothing "
" HE SAID , I AM UGLY PIEACE OF SHIT AND I ALWAYS HANG AROUND EVEN THOUGH YOU DONT WANT " she said crying , this is my first time hearing her speaking so loud
" what did I said wrong ?? we don't even know her , we just found her randomly on street and took her for clubbing " he said
"HE SAID THAT I AM MAID OF THE HOUSE , BECAUSE I HELP YOU WITH COOKING AND CLEANING " she shouts again
and i hit Alwar with my bag ,
" you are so mean " Novail said " woah , you MOTHERFUCKERS you are my friend " Alwar shouts on Novail
" stop it Alwar " i said " i don't like to socialize with people " he said , bluntly
and this is his major issue , he don't socialize , and speak whatever he wants to speak
" you have to learn ,how to socialize " i said
" YES" novail and Bella shout in union
" how ?" Alwar asked
" you will host a party , and we invite everyone , even the people you don't like " i said and turn my face
" you can't do it " he said " i will do it " i replied
" i won't do it " i said " you have to , this is part of your therapy "
" but it is more like a punishment " he said
" because it is your punishment " i said and Novail and Bella smiled in satisfaction
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word count 4044
wow , I am working good , if I work like this , i will surely able to complete it before 6
anyway , are you guys excited about party?? whole story is going to flip upside down