read this when you're lonely...

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two broken hearts mend each other back together. "if you ever feel lonely while I'm gone, read this" - ✼ sch... 更多

read this when you're lonely
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FINALE.
EPILOGUE

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"you sure you're fine with it?"

EUNHA sucks in a deep breath. "ask me that one more time I dare you- I literally said yes five times already"

"sorry sorry... just making sure"

eunha unlocks the door to her apartment. "ladies first"

"oh thank you-" jeno heads in with his suitcase in hand but turns around one moment after to look at her, finally catching on. "wait a minute- lady??? me??"

he doesn't get a reply but a grin instead.

"anyways, you can have my bed all to yourself so make yourself at home" she says while guiding him to her room.

"I kinda feel bad for making you sleep on the couch though- won't there be mosquitoes at night?" he says, putting the suitcase at her bedside along with his bag.

"ah- yeah but I'll endure that for you"

jeno frowns and looks at her bed. "how about... we sleep on the same bed and make a pillow wall for... personal space." he says.
jeno looks at eunha for a reply and she just blinks at him slowly. "yes?... no?.. it's better than sleeping on the couch and potential mosquitoes right? if not I can sleep on the couc-"

"okay. we'll go with your plan and create a little pillow wall" eunha finally says.

"you're bed is pretty big anyways. don't think we gotta worry about falling off the bed in the middle of the night" jeno laughs slightly. "thanks for letting me stay at your place eunha- I really can't thank you enough for everything you've helped me with"

eunha waves him off. "eh, that's what friends do right? anyways, you make yourself at home, I have a part time job to go to now"

"wait- so early? it's only like 4pm" jeno retorts and eunha just scoffs lightly. "do you think the electricity and water bills pay by themselves?"

"but- now I'll be alone-"

"well, you can go out, you can go to the gym, you can play with my dog" eunha says. "so do whatever the fuck you want, don't break my stuff and I'll be back by 8pm. oh- and I expect you to not be a little pervert and go through my things" she narrows her eyes at jeno.

"what kind of man do you think I am- if I was a pervert I probably would've cornered you the moment we got into your house"

eunha thinks for a moment. "okay fair point. but I really gotta go now. I have some snacks in the fridge so eat them if you're hungry. I'll see you later for dinner. bye" she gives him a quick smile and heads outs. jeno hears the door clicking shut from the living room.

eunha is gone and jeno is left alone in the bedroom, sighing while looking around the fairly small bedroom that had one king sized bed, a few potted plants by the windowsill and a closet along with a mirror. not to mention that one special looking plushie that sat in the middle of eunha's bed, shown off proudly in her room.

it was a pink rabbit with long ears and a fuzzy body.
"how cute" jeno mutters.

huffing, he decides to take a shower and change into some fresh clothes, worried his man smell might stink up the poor girl's room. luckily for him, a box of fresh towels was placed right by the bathroom so he didn't have to dig every drawer and probably find something that would make him seem like a pervert.

---

SHOULDER GANGSTER

SHOULDER GANGSTER
jeno 😩😩😩😩

I'm so fucking smart

I found a way to
avoid my family

or more like an excuse to
leave the house more
often when they come

my brain so fucking
sexy

JENO
and what is it?

SHOULDER GANGSTER
I got a part time
job :D

ew I'm so happy
I'm using those
stupid emojis

I feel like jaemin 🤢🤢🤢

JENO
part time job where

SHOULDER GANGSTER
at some convenience
store.

gonna work two
shifts. one after
school and one
at night

I'm finally gonna have
a good excuse to leave
the house because
I'm telling you, it's gonna
be gross 🤢

the kids are gonna
be sticky and messy
with their stupid
ipads and the
aunts are gonna be
using some Chinese
traditional medicines
to rub their cracking joints

when I tell you I'm
gonna scrub the fuck
out of my house when
they leave-

JENO
not my fault
you purchased a house
fit for a family of fucking 5

SHOULDER GANGSTER
I like big spaces and I
have a fucking dog tyvm

my baby needs space
to run around 🥺

that's why I bought
a place with a backyard
too.

but now with the
family over, those
darn children will
roll in the mud and stain
my carpets 💀

JENO
sucks to be u
I guess.

my family doesn't care 🤪

SHOULDER GANGSTER
😐

anyways what r u
doing.

jacking off?

like always?

JENO
fym like always

do I look like a
fucking sex demon to u??

SHOULDER GANGSTER
lowkey yeah.

if u became a ceo,
I would think ur
like that guy
from 50 shades of grey

JENO
😐

jeno jr is inactive.

has been inactive
since I was 13

SHOULDER GANGSTER
so u jacked off when you
were 13? 🤨🤨🤨🤨

JENO
....

look I was curious

haven't done it
since I swear-

SHOULDER GANGSTER
and whys that?

JENO
because...

I don't want to
become... an addict

SHOULDER GANGSTER
SO YOU LIKED IT HUH

JENO
mf. if it wasn't nice,
why are there a bunch of
people in the world jacking
off at this very moment?

SHOULDER GANGSTER
.

ok u win.

I guess.

but.

I can't see u the
same anymore.

so bye 💞

JENO
I hate you.

---

WOODEN door creaking open, a tired eunha appears from behind, taking off her shoes off and kicking the door shut with one foot.

"welcome back eun"
eunha looks up to see jeno in a black hoodie, crossing his arms while looking at her with a small bread smile.
man didn't do anything wrong yet she felt slightly pissed at how he looked so comfy and clean while she was sweaty and gross. but the pissy mood was instantly washed away when he handed her a glass of cold water, exactly what   she had needed at that very moment.

"here. I don't know what job you just had but I thought you'd be tired when you returned" jeno says while eunha looks at him with grateful eyes as she chugs down the whole cup. "thank you so much-"

"no problem. now go take a shower and I'll call for food delivery" he helps take   eunha's bag, setting it on a chair while gesturing for her to go get cleaned up. "oh yeah, I fed your dog as well since I thought it'd be her dinner time by now"

eunha's eyes glance to her dog who was laying on the couch on its side, sleeping with its tongue poking out slightly. "so cute" she pouts. "wanna give her kisses but it might wake her up"

jeno rubs his nape awkwardly. "yeah I think I kinda fed her too much- pupper immediately went into a food coma"

eunha lets out a tired laugh. "don't feed her too much. I don't want my dog to get fat"

he salutes. "noted. now go take a shower, I'll order pizza"

her face turns into a lazy smile and she blinks slowly. "pizza... "
the corner of jeno's lips pull up into a small smile, enjoying every time she goes into a dreamy state everytime there's a mention of food.

"what are you smiling at?"

jeno shakes his head and snaps out of it. "nothing- just got happy thinking about pizza too. haven't ate it in a while" he says, covering it up with an innocent smile.

"aw I see. I'll go take a shower now. can you order a pepperoni pizza?"

jeno nods. "yeah sure, I was thinking you'd want a Hawaiian pizza to go with it?"

eunha scrunches her nose and shakes her head. "no thanks, I don't like pineapples"

"then I'll get a barbecue duck pizza then"

"sounds good. thanks jeno!" she flashes a bright smile and hops to her room to take a shower. jeno watches her disappear behind the room door with a warm feeling in his heart.

"geez, what are you doing to me-"

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