𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃'𝐒 𝐒𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑, ᵃᵛᵃⁿᵗʰᵒⁿʸ

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My face immediately freezes when I see his comment. The fuck? Avani notices that I'm annoyed.
I start to pack up our things and she looks confused. She tries to hold my hand but i flick it away. I know he is lying but it annoys me so much. Tiktok room is definitely gonna see that and the payvani acc and edits are gonna come back.

Avani: Babe..? what's wrong!
Anthony: Why are you speaking to Payton again..!
Avani: He's messaged me a couple of times but I haven't replied with the same energy.
Anthony: But you might be dating?
Avani: What?!
Anthony: Why the fuck is Payton commenting on your IG post. Saying you might be dating...

She doesn't respond. I put the rubbish in a nearby trash can and I get in the car. Avani doesn't follow me so she either is annoyed she got caught or knows I need space. I sit in the back seat because the sun was in the driver seat and I didn't want the sun in my face. After ten minutes she gets in the back with me, there are tears in her eyes and I can tell she's been crying and I automatically feel guilty.

Avani POV:
I sit next to Anthony after crying for ten minutes. I need to explain to him everything so he knows he can trust me when it comes to Payton.

Avani: Babe. You don't have to believe me but I want you to know I would never cheat on you full stop. Let alone with Payton. While we were talking Payton treated me like shit and I assume that I was suppose to be treated like that. Being with you made me realise how wrong it really was. When I wanted to leave a party or a event he would hold my wrist really hard to the point I got bruises. One night we were making out and he tried to have sex with me and I refused so he slapped me and called me a tease. That night he had sex with my bestfriend of 10 years. Syndey Vezina. She got clout from being friends with Payton and then met you guys. Talent X signed her and she's popular now. I found out but still asked out Payton and he rejected me. I would never cheat on you Ant. Please believe me.

I didn't even realise I was crying until Anthony wiped my tears and hugged me and I cried into his shoulder he whispered "Avani I am so sorry you didn't deserve that". We were there simply crying and I finally felt free. It was like until I had told someone about Payton I was still under his grasp and it was so painful. Anthony had every right to be mad. It wasn't him not trusting me it was plain in front of him. I don't blame him. I'm just glad that he knows that I only want him and I hope he only wants me too. I look up at him and we connect our lips and this kiss was different to any other kiss. It was just like our first kiss but more passionate. We began to hard core make out and before I even have to say anything, he pulls away and kisses my forehead. God. I'm so in love with him. He knows my limits and I know his. All of a sudden I get a call from my agent and he says there is a possibility of me going on tour after Playlist and if I was prepared to do it or not I agreed and he explained that everyone had already been asked and confirmed. I ended the call. Was Anthony going? Was Daisy going? Was Payton going? Was Amelie and Nick? I decided not to bring it up. When I got in the passenger seat Anthony had already started the car up and I connected the aux and he vibed along with one hand on the wheel one on my thigh. Josh and Jaden were up. I briefly spoke to them about the tour and they explained Anthony wasn't going because he had family plans. I immediately regretted not asking him about it. I couldn't spend one month without Anthony... I spent almost every day with him for 2 weeks. I felt so bad. Do I tell him I can't do it anymore? I was so upset. Would we break up? Would he force me to not go? He's on the phone when I get upstairs to his room and I smile and take off my makeup in the bathroom when I get out he is on his phone smiling. He looks up and sees me.

Ant: Hey.
Avani: Can we talk?
Ant: Sure. What's up?
Avani: Well I heard your not going on tour..
Ant: I declined it yeah but they said if I want it I can go.
Avani: Oh.
Anthony: If you want to go you can.
Avani: I already accepted it...
Ant: It's fine we can facetime it's only a month.
Avani: Are you sure?
Ant: It's a good opportunity! I'm not gonna hold you back.
Avani: What are you doing? Instead of tour.
Ant: Visiting my family, Spending time with my Grandpa, Seeing Alex, Seeing some old friends.
Avani: Alex French?
Ant: Mhm.
Avani: Cool.