"I didn't even plan on coming but I'm here" i took my shoes off at the door and went to lay on the couch
"Lets start. Did you do what I told you to do" he asked
"No"
"Why"
"I'm scared. It's not like I haven't been before it's just that I haven't been there in so long. I miss her but that's not what I wanna talk about right now" I told him
"Ok but we are going to talk about it later"
"Shawn has been throwing me off lately and I don't know why. We argue over little shit" I took a deep breath "like this morning he got mad at me because he wanted to play the game all morning."
"Who starts them" he asked
"Him"
"When Shawn came in here he didn't seem like he starts them. I feel like you start them but you got to much pride" he said
He was right
"Explain what happened this morning"
"Ok so.
3 hours ago still ty POV
I woke up and Shawn was playing the game
"Can you wake Destiny up for me please I wanna take her out today" he said looking at me
"Damn can I wake up. And why you can't wake her up" I asked him
"Cause I'm bored" he said still playing the game
"No let her sleep in" I told him getting out the bed a rubbing my eyes
"Ok" he said playing the game
"Why don't you get off the game and do something productive" I said to him
"Girl I just got finish cleaning up all downstairs I need this break" he said staring at the tv
"It don't smell like it" I said
Omg I'm sounding like my mama
"Ewww you sound like my mama." Shawn yelled laughing
"Bro I was think the same shit but Fr I think you should get off the game" I said sitting on his lap
"Move" he said pushing me
"Come on" I said seating back on his lap just so he could push me off again
"Can I at least get a kiss" I asked and he shock his head no and laughed
I got up and turned the game off making his smile drop
I then unplugged it and threw it out the window where we heard it crack
"No why would you do that" he asked calmly
"Because you wouldn't get off of the game" I said
"YOU SO FUCKING STUPID I SWEAR" he yelled in my face
"GET TF OUT MY FACE. AND STFU BITCH BEFORE YOU WAKE UP MY DAUGHTER" I yelled back
"Daddy" we heard and saw Destiny wit her ears covered
Shawn picked her up and left
Back to before
"You most definitely started that" Dr.Walker said shaking his head
"Ok maybe I did. I'll buy him another one" I said
"It's the point that you need to apologize because you was in the wrong. You gotta work in different ways to control your anger and I think going to the grave site will help Taylor" he told me
"I can't do it. I only been once and that was a few months after." I told him
"Go. Take Shawn or Kayla or Keith or anyone that can help you emotionally. To hold you. Matter of fact take Kayla and Shawn and Kenny. You said Kayla knew her maybe if you see Kayla take to her you could too. Have Myah on FaceTime. If not write letters to your mom. Taylor it's only gonna hurt you more"
"Fine I'll go tomorrow." I mumbled
"See now go buy that man another ps4 and apologize correctly. Not no simple I'm sorry" he stood up and I left to go to game stop
Deshawn
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Me and destiny just got back from our little daddy daughter date
I took her to build a bear then Walmart for toys then we ate
I got ty some food as well
Destiny was asleep in my arms as I made my way upstairs into my room
I put on my bed before going and turning on the tv
As I was searching for pj mask ty came in the room wit some bags
She put them down then stood in front of me
"I wanted to say I'm sorry for overreacting to nothing. Also I shouldn't have broke you game. I have to work more on my anger and the things I do." She said "I also got you a new one wit more controllers and games"
She handed me the ps4 pro
"Thank you and I accept you apology ty." I said hugging and kissing her
"Can you come wit me to my moms grave site tomorrow. Me Kayla Kenny and Myah through FaceTime and you if you say yes" she said
"Yea. You didn't have to ask. I'll have Destiny go wit my mom and I'll get Lucas after" I told her "your food downstairs if you want it"
"I'll get it later. How about you teach me how to play 2k" she asked
I plugged the game up. Set everything up then handed her a controller
"What team you know bout" I asked her
"So Ik a lot of teams" she looked at me "I want golden state"
"Ok and i pick the rockets" I said
We played. She was losing. Then we switched to madden where she beat me with her having the ravens and I had the Seahawks
We chilled the whole night then went to sleep wit Destiny between us
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