To be purely lonely
To feel completely empty
Is the loss of a love
To watch your soulmate leave
To see them suffer
Until they're gone
It's hard to know
What or how to feel
After losing him
I just know
I miss you and
I keep pretending this isn't real
But it is.
You're dead.
And I'm alone again.
More so than before
I genuinely lost you.
This isn't a break up
We're still dating
I'm still yours.
Every lover needs their beloved
As you always said
But
What does the beloved do when their lover
Is gone?
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Shit Happens
שיריםMy boyfriend, Lucio, was in a car accident on May 9th and was pronounced brain dead on May 15th. This is kind of just like my poetry after losing a love and grieving.
