N.
Nevermind.
I'm walking through the tunnel i call life and i see a light.
I smile.
This is it.
The end of my terrible tale.
I walk into the light.
And there i meet Death.
I say to Death,
"I've been wanting to meet you for awhile now."
"It was simply not your time." He replyed.
"and it's still not your time." He added.
"what do you mean?" I ask.
" You were supposed to live another 30 years." He said.
"You were supposed to get married, have children. Sure there are many terrible things up ahead. One of you children gets cancer and dies at the age of 7." he states.
"What?" i say in disbelief.
"But if this is the time you want to go, i can make that happen." He says as he pulls his Sycthe from the shadows.
"This is what you want right?" He says with a glint in his eyes. His dark eyes.
The ones that stare into your sould that know if you lived a good life or not.
And then i thought.
I thought back on the my life.
I saw the good memories and the bad memories.
I weighed them in my heart.
I see the scale tilting.
I knew my answer.
I smile to him and say,
"You know what," I say with a bright smile,
"Nevermind. I'm good."
And i wake up in a hospital Bed.
with my friends and Family surrounding me.
Tears falling,
And that's when i knew.
I am Loved.
