Life Saver

Saving each other

2 months later

Brian

My face covered in tears as I held the tiny metal blade in my hand "Hey Brian- Brian!" Jae yelled taking the blade out of my hand and grabbing a small towl off the counter and pressing it against my arm before grabbing my other hand and pressing it on my arm "hold it there" I nodded as he ran into his room

he walked in a couple minutes later with a first aid kit, he removed the towl from my arm taking my other hand into his, "im gonna clean it out then put a bandage on it so it may sting okay? just squeeze my hand when it does" I nodded, i felt the towl hit my arm, "shit that stings" I hissed squeezing his hand, "it will be over before you know it im just cleaning it remember that" he whispered wrapping the bandage around my arm

"now that wasn't to-" I cut him off by wrapping my arms around his next "-bad was it" he whispered wrapping his arms around my wasit, "you're okay you have me" he whispered rubbing my back, i only have you Jae, I thought "I'll always be there for you" I smiled i pulling away from the hug

I laid down on the couch watching TV "Hey Brian are you hungry" "yeah but I can make myself somethi-" "no let me do it" he insisted with a soft smile "fine" I whispered as he ruffled my hair "hashbrowns?" I nodded my head lightly

I heard what sounded like glass shattering, I got up to see if everything was okay but saw Jae holding onto his left hand, I grabbed the first aid kit and sat down beside him "you have other bandages" he nodded I cleaned out the cut, doing what he did with me he squeezed my hand, I bandaged his hand up

he went to finish making our food "let me" I said taking the spatula out of his hand gently "you'd make a good husband" he said making my face flush a bright red as I smiled, he's growing on you Brian you're straight, I felt a hand on my back "thank you" he whispered as I wrapped my arm around his shoulder

Jae's head was resting on my lap I stroked his soft blonde hair "there is no straight way to explain this is there" I asked with a small smile "no but just let it happen" he laughed

"again thank you for-" "stop thanking me like I said everything happens for a reason" he smiled "you know you're all I have my parents don't really give a shit about me anymore" I said "My sister and you are all I have" he whispered resting his hand on my cheek

"even though I just met you a couole months ago you've made me extremely happy I mean you saved me from killing myself and brought light into my life as gay as that sounds" I admitted "you know the reason I was there was because I was going to... but I decided not to when I saw you I pulled you over so you wouldn't make the same mistake I almost made" He said "and what you said was very gay" he joked

smile more please, Jae sat up, "did you know I've never had my first kiss and I've had two girlfriends" "damn thats a suprise because you're hot as hell" I flushed red "quit flirting with me" I whined as I playfully pushed him back onto the couch

You're straight remember

"my gaydar is going off" "good"