All In Your Head // C.L

Chapter 25

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She has a point

My feeling are getting stronger and stronger for Chris every time I'm in sight with him

I just feel like If I tell him that I like him then things will get all weird
It's probably for the best though, I Like being friends with him...oh my god what are you saying Mez... you love him and you want to be with him... no stop I can't be, he's famous, he'll get hate I can't do that to him...

I don't know anymore, my thoughts are telling me one thing but my heart is tell me another

I face the fact that he's doesn't live in the same state as me and it will be harder to see each other

Being friends is enough yeh??... NO MEZ IT'S NOT AND IF YOU KNEW WHAT WAS RIGHT FOR YOU, YOU WOULD BE WITH THIS BOY
one of my thoughts tell me

NO YOU CANT BE WITH HIM, HE'S FAMOUS AND IF THE FANS FIND OUT THEN YOU'RE BOTH SCREWED AND YOU DONT REALLY WANT TO DEAL WITH THAT
another thought tells me

WHAT IF HE DOESNT LIKE ME BACK? WHAT WILL I DO THEN? I DONT WANT TO RUIN WHAT I HAVE WITH HIM
HES TOO SPECIAL
I LOVE HIM, BUT HE DOESNT KNOW THAT
BUT I KIND OF WANT HIM TO KNOW
I WANNA BE HAPPY WITH HIM
HE MAKE ME HAPPY
I NEED TO BE WTH HIM
but how? He's not gonna like me for me
What would an innocent and kind person like Chris, want to be with someone so bossy and obnoxious like me?
My other thought tells me

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I snap out of my trance of thoughts when Shelby starts waving her hand in front of me

"Oh sorry, I was just stuck in my own thoughts" I apologize to her

"And what are they telling you?" She asks

"I dont know, that's the thing" I pause as I quickly take a sip of my lemonade and place it down beside me, I begin to speak

"One of my thoughts are telling me that I can't be with him,
Another One says to be with him because I "love" him, and my last thought is tell me that he may not feel the same way..." looking down at my hands as small tears dwell up in my eyes, I quickly look at the roof and flutter my eyes so that the tears slowly go away

"He does feel the same way Mez, I know it"

"How do you know that?"

"I just do okay" she reassures me

"Okay..." I trail off

"anyways guess what!"

"What!?" I ask

"I have a boyfriend" she tells me excitedly

"Oh my god really, who?"

She pauses for a second and then speaks

"Ethan"

"Oh my god I knew it"

"What how?" She asks

"My welcome home party last week, I saw the way the both of you looked at one another, I could tell since you both first saw each other that it's meant to be" I tell her

"Naww thanks"

"No problem"

We go back to eating the last of out food when Shelby gasps and jumps right out of her seat

"I HAVE AN IDEA" Shelby quietly yells

"WHAT IS IT?" I mock her

"Ethan and I are going to set you and Chris up" she tells me

"And how are you going to do that?" I have to ask

"You'll see..." she smirks

A/N
1281 words later and we are finally here
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