It didn't work last time, or the other three try's before
But you always have to try again
You know you can't take this anymore.
You sit there, alone in the dark
Half pleading they'll come, half hoping they don't.
You sit there with two close friends,
One's a bottle of pills
the others a bottle of gin.
Looking at the minutes pass by
Wondering if this time you're actually going to die.
As you hear footsteps down the hall
You hurry and swallow it all.
And as you sit there and smile,
You know it'll take a while
But eventually you'll be up there too
With all the souls who couldn't bear this life, like you.
