the rage doesn't wash away easy // the shame doesn't was away easy. // why can't you just pretend you did nothing wrong? // saves me some fucking shame// it crawls behind me// relentless. 20:43
I don't ask why. you needed touch and when you didn't have it anymore I wasnt what you needed anymore it's just that fucking simple I should forget you and everything you did to me in secret and if it's indented on my body then I'll erase my body if i have to can't you just pretend you did nothing wrong please please fucking please it would make it all feel less real //20:53
I went back out to see your guilty face again won't you show up? won't you come see me but that's fucking funny to ask at all you were only there when you were fucking horny won't you come see how degraded I've become won't you see how far I've gone just to erase you from my body //21:03
