someone older? (Lesso x reader)

Chapter 23

you got to lesso's room and you immediately laid in bed sprawling out like a starfish
lesso - aw you tired
you hummed a response as your head was buried in the pillows. she sat next to you you both had accommodated your own spots on the bed already even if the other person wasn't there you always just slept on the other side
lesso - we can sleep and cuddle for a little while if your tired
she rubbed her hand up and down your back you thought about it but you kinda wanted to watch dead pool with her . you sat up and cuddled into her side wrapping your arms around her
y/n - why is your room always so cold
lesso - it's not that cold baby
she stroked your hair a little and turned on the tv
lesso - you want me to turn the lights of
y/n - I'll do it
you turned them of using your powers whilst lesso got the bags of snacks she had brought and dumped their content of various sweets chocolate crisps and soda cans onto the bed
y/n - you got so much
lesso - I wanted you to try them all
y/n - I won't eat all of that
lesso - you don't have to you can just try them
y/n - ok
she put the film on and she gave you a little packet that had a circular sweet inside
lesso - that's a toxic waste they're really sweet
y/n - really?
lesso - yep
she grinned watching open it and put it in your mouth you just sat dribbling at the sourness
y/n - lesso wtf is this
she was laughing at this point
lesso - darling your getting drool on the bed
she grabbed a tissue and you spat it out
y/n - that wasn't sweet at all that's actually the most sour thing I've ever had in my life
lesso - I know I'm sorry but I'll tell you if any other ones are sour
y/n - ok
she gave you a packet of haribos and you sat chewing on them for a while till she gave you a packet of bbq crisps
y/n - bbq?
lesso - yeh they're crisps not sweets it's savoury
y/n - oh ok
you ate one and it was ok you didn't like food with very strong flavours tho
y/n - it's not my favourite
lesso - do you not want them?
you shook your head
lesso - ok did you want a lighter one
y/n - yes please
she gave you some ready salted crisps and they were perfect you loved them
lesso - you like them ones?
y/n - mhm they aren't as strong
you both cuddled eating crap and watching the dead pool films which you loved completely until the last one finished
lesso - omg darling it's got to dinner time i think we should get a proper meal
y/n - it's dinner time already? how
lesso - we have been in here for nearly 6 hours baby
y/n - 6 hours!
you was shocked at how fast the time went
lesso - yes but it's ok we can have a proper meal and then come back up
y/n - ok
you put the rappers in the plastic bags then got up
lesso - I don't think many people are gonna be down there
she put her hand on your cheek and smiled at you softly
y/n - that's fine better actually I'm not really a fan of all the kids they're so loud
lesso - ok come on then
she held your hand and you both went to the hall it was pretty much empty only a couple kids still chatting at there tables with empty plates
lesso - I'll get your plate you can go sit where you like
y/n - ok
you went and sat at the teacher table that was empty. it was a nice table since it was laid out with a centre piece and a table cloth the other students tables did not have this just benches and plastic pull up ones. you did admire the hall with its chandelier down the middle the two opposite themes splitting nevers and Evers from each other.
lesso - hey
she came over with two plates one stacked and one pretty full
y/n - lesso I won't eat all this
lesso - I know darling I just gave you the option to eat as much as you want
y/n - ok
you sat with your feet on the edge of the chair and your knees up giving you a head rest. you grabbed your fork and poked at your meat
lesso - what's wrong sweetie
you didn't really answer her and she just rubbed your back as she read your mind
voice - don't eat it your not hungry
y/n - but I am
voice - no your not look at yourself you can't be hungry
y/n - I didn't think there was anything wrong
voice - put the fork down
y/n - but what do I say
voice - say you don't feel well
y/n - I have recently been I'll
voice - exactly so put the fork down and wait till she's finished to leave
y/n - ok
you put your fork down and lesso just watched and listened to you struggle
lesso - at least eat your meat you need some proper food
y/n - I ate this morning and I don't feel to well
lesso - I know but please eat it
voice - don't you dare
y/n - what do I do
voice - just leave it
y/n - but it's only a little bit
voice - over time that counts up and you can see it god you're disgusting
lesso - hey
she snapped you out of your head and you was crying a little
lesso - darling it's ok don't listen to whatever that is
y/n - I can't help it
lesso - I know it's hard but ignore it as much as you can
y/n - I've tried it before nothing works even if I end up eating healthily for a few days it comes back I can't get rid of it
you was crying at this point and she held you in her arms
lesso - your hungry baby and you deserve to eat
voice - no she doesn't
lesso - don't give in to it ok it wants you to stop but if your hungry you should eat
y/n - I'm not overly hungry we have been eating junk all day
lesso - were not leaving until you eat something proper ok darling and we can stay as long as you need
you sat and watched her eat for a while until she finished her plate. you waited for a few more minutes and then she put your plate on top of her empty one
lesso - do you want a hot plate
y/n - no it's ok
you sat up and grabbed your fork eating some mash a couple chunks of beef and some veggies
lesso - there you go
you put the fork down and she hugged you
lesso - I'm proud of you baby
you hugged her back tightly then realised the hall was completely empty and it was pitch black out
lesso - come on let's go to bed
you both went back to lesso's room and laid in bed
lesso - we can sleep or did you want to watch another film
y/n - we can watch another film
she put on a film and you both cuddled but you fell asleep in the first five minutes being warm and comfortable in lesso's arms
lesso - this one's- oh
she turned the tv of and laid you down properly so you could cuddle like two sloths attached permanently
lesso - goodnight baby
she soon fell asleep to the sound of your breathing and the feel of your heartbeat on top of hers