genre: fluff & angst
warnings: argument
~ e n j o y ~
I'm laying in my bed in my apartment, my best friend Spencer is getting married in 3 days. Most people are happy to hear that their bestfriend is getting married, that is not the case with me though. You see, Spencer and i have been friends for years around a year ago i started realizing that i have feelings for him, at first i tought that i may have a chance but then Spencer introduced me to his girlfriend, Ashley, it broke and shattered my heart into pieces but i dcided to act happy for them nonetheless, i tought it wouldnt last long but oh how wrong i was, its been a year since then and now theyre getting married. I feel absolutley horrible, selfish too. Ive been acting colder towards Spencer lately, i dont want to catch more feelings than i already have, ecen tho it wouldnt be possible, i am in love with Spencer. Being around him makes my heart ache.
My tought train gets interrupted by knocking on my door, i walk to the door and answer it, its Spencer. "Oh hi Spence" i smile at him, but he doesnt. He walks past me into my appartment, i close the door behind him, before i can say anything he says "Y/n, whats been up with you lately?! Youve been ignoring my calls, my wedding is in 3 days, i am already under huge pressure, so having you, my bestfriend, ignore me? Thats just a no in my book." he says, irritation evident in his voice, "Sorry Spence, ive just been busy--" i say but get cut off, "BULLSHIT!!" he yells out, i go quiet, and furrow my brows, "What?--" i mutter, "I said bullshit. I mean, youre my bestfriend-- ARE YOU NOT FUCKING HAPPY THAT IM GETTING MARRIED!?!" he screams in anger, i look up at him and shake my head no, "W-what..?" he asks with a hurtlook on his face, "Im sorry.." i mutter and look away, "What a good and supportive 'best friend' you are." he says, the hurt clear in his voice.
"Spencer, i--... i think you should go.." i say while looking away, the awkward silence feeling suffocating, "No." he says, i turn my head to look at him, confusion written all over my face, "What do you mean 'no'?" i ask, he has a stern look on his face, "I'm not leaving until you tell me why you arent happy about my marrige with Ashley." he says sternly, "I'm sorry-- i cant tell you why--" i say quietly, he gives me a death glare, "Fine.. its because.." i start saying but hesitate, "Because?" he asks, "because i like you-- no, i love you.." i say, on the verge of tears. Spencer looks at me in shock, "Wait what... say that again--" he begins to say but i cut him off, "Oh fuck off" i say, as a few tears roll down my cheeks, "No-- Y/n, im being serious.." he says, "So am i, Spencer, i am in LOVE with YOU." i say as i start crying even more. "You're in love with... me?" he asks, looking very shocked, "Yes you." i say while wiping my tears away.
~ e n j o y ~
im planning on making 2 endings to this, one bad and one good :3
