Noor Arisa Ardina was not an ordinary girl, she was talented yet carefree and bright;
but at the age of 10 Arisa was diagnosed with leukopenia.
Her father is a principle and her mother left her and her brother to marry another man.
She was homesc...
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Kahar 👆
Arisa's POV
i just nodded at his compliment while studying his clothes
" you look...nice ? " i said questioning myself
he chuckled and asked me to follow him
he led me to the hall where the dinner was at and currently everyone was scattered around the hall introducing their loved ones to their old friends
Kahar was holding my hand without me even noticing as i was too engulfed in the current state of shocked i was in
suddenly Kahar stopped in his tracks
" kahar? " i asked as i look at him sounding annoyed
" Arisa, this is my dad " he said introducing me to his dad which i didn't realised was there
" oh- hi, im Arisa " i said politely bowing my head a bit
" mhm " he nodded and looked at Kahar
" oh and this is my mum " he said as he introduced me to his mother who stood next to his dad
" hi aunty, im Arisa "
" ye, hi sayang... cantik nye " she said as she hugged me
" eh, aunty cantik lagi " i said complimenting her back, and tbh it was true
his mother was pretty
" mak, ayah, Kahar bawak Arisa pegi ambik air kejap ye ? " he said taking me away from his parents
when i got a few meters away from his oarents my face went back to its resting posture
" you look mad " he said
" im not " i replied as we were getting closer to the drinks area
" smile sayang " he said
i smiled not because he told me to, well maybe yeah but also no because i didn't want him to see that i was blushing because he called me sayang but i also wasnt blushing like why would i blush for him ? i dont even like him nor do i even love him , he's just a friend-
suddenly Kahar snapped his fingers infront of me
"Arisa? i tahu i hensem sekarang ni takperlu sampai termenung bagai okay? " he said boosting his ego
" um no ? can i get one blue lemonade? thank you " i said ordering my drink to cut the topic
Kahar was trying to make conversation with me while i just waited for my drink to arive
" nanti Hakeem balik-" he said when he got cut off by a shrieky voice of a girl
" Kahar! so good to see you here bb ! " Fatin .
" Oh Fatin hi! how're you ? " he said making conversation with the girl
god he's so nice with her
" im gonna go , have fun " i said giving Fatin a smile
i stood up with my drink in hand and walking my way out the hall making my way to the balcony
" shit " i cursed as i dropped my drink
i left it be and opened the balcony door
the air was fresh here and it was calmer
being in that huge crowd of people really made me want to throw up
i opened my mini bag and took a small bottle of spritzer i had in my bag and some medicine i stashed at the small pocket
i downed 3 pills and finished the whole hottle of water when the door creaked open making me alert that someone was coming into the balcony
" Arisa ? " i heard the person say
he walked into the balcony making direct eye contact as he got closer
" why do you keep running away from me ? i- " he sighed as he continued
" aku tak faham kenapa kau makin jauh, apa salah aku ? " he asked me
" sejak bila aku menjauh ? "
his eyes was like glass
i felt bad
i knew i was at fault
" sejak bila? kau tanya diri kau sendiri Arisa " he asked me as he was took a step closer, he was mad
" kau langsung tak pandang muka aku, kau tak cakap dengan aku , kau tengok aku macam jijik kau tanya aku sejak bila ? " his voice raised at every word
my eyes betrayed me as they shed a tear
" aku mintak maaf Kahar tapi aku tak sanggup dekat dengan kau " i knew it was wrong
" aku tak faham diri aku Kahar, aku benci tengok kau dengan Fatin, aku benci diri aku sebab aku tak dapat terima tengok kau dengan orang lain, aku benci kau Kahar sebab apa yang kau pernah buat dekat orang sekeliling aku... tapi aku lagi benci sebab bila aku tengok kau dengan Fatin, aku sedar , sebenarnya aku beria.. setiap kali kau dengan aku , aku rasa sempurna, aku rasa macam aku dicintai , tapi bila aku tengok cara kau cakap dengan Fatin aku rasa macam sebenarnya kau takda perasaan langsung pun dengan aku, and kau just anggap aku macam adik kau.. aku suka- Aku sayang Kau ! okay? so aku tak nak and tak rela hadap semua ni, aku tak nak bertepuk sebelah tangan, jadi aku jauhkan diri aku dari kau..." i let out a sigh after getting all of my feelings out
then i realised, I LET ALL OF MY FEELINGS OUT
i immediately realised that Kahar was not responding to me, he just looked at me
in shock
god why did i have to confess my feelings for him? he's literally my brother's best buddy
i ruined everything
" im- im sorry pretend i never said anything please " i quickly said as i walked away from the balcony
i could feel Kahar's eyes on me
he didn't even stop me, so i kept walking as fast as i could until i reached the lobby entrance
Kahar's POV
i was shock ,
she loves me ? yet why am i so shock?
i saw her figure gets smaller and that's when i snapped back to reality
her figure was now long gone and i didn't even stopped her
did i really just let her go ?
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hi geng 😁 tak sebenarnya si Kahar ni suka ke tak Arisa?? 😃 aku pun tak tau tapi mana tau ada prince charming datang menghinggap dekat Arisa nanti? or Kahar pujuk Arisa? or! arisa stay single forever pastu dia pegi curse 7 keturunan si kahar tu ?
