Loving and Despair

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TW: SELF HARM
ABUSE

A/N
This is the only Idea I could come up with....I need more ideas and My grammar is shit so don't think about it

Rain starts to stutter "Y/N I-I like you" I smiles and chuckle softly "I know it was pretty obvious....but I do have something to say...I like you too" as Swiss stands there "SODO I TOLD
YOU SO! YOU OWE ME 20 BUCKS"
He shouts running out of the room and Rain gets up and walks over to the door and closes it walking back over to me grabbing my wrist gently pulling me into him grabbing my waist and twirling me and grabs my face gently and kisses me on the lips as me moves his lips down to my neck kissing it softly biting down gently giving me love marks all down my neck as he starts to kiss my jaw then looks at me with loving eyes...I look at him and shiver a little "can I borrow one of your hoodies....?" He nods and smiles "Yea you go grab one...you can choose any of them" I smile and walk through the hall way and I see Cardinal and Swiss they both look at me before looking at my neck they just grin and walk past me

I get to Rain and Mountain's room and grabs one of his hoodie's putting it one on and walked back to Rain again "Rain can I talk to you about something...."
He comes closer to me "Sure...What's on your mind Darling..?"
I take a deep breath "Do you know everything about my past...?"
He nods "Swiss told me and told me not to ask you about it..."
"Swiss doesn't know about one thing though...."
I feel a hand touch mine
"I don't know about what..."
I look him and then back to Rain "I may have gone crazy...and started cutting my thighs....and ankles...."
They both look at me with worry then at each other "Y/n I-I don't know...what to say..?"
Rain says wrapping his arms around me "Y/n please show me your wrists..." Swiss adds on I take a deeper breath and rolls up my sleeves and I forgot that I had only just cut myself yesterday so there was many red and brown cut marks as I looked at the ground infront of me
I hear the both of them mumbling under their breath "Fresh blood...."
Swiss stands up and crouch's infront of me and softly touches my hand "As I am your best friend I want you to hear me out..." I nod looking at him trying not to cry

"We are all here for you...and we care for each other but mostly you because we all know what you have been through..." I started to cry thinking about all the care the Ghouls and Ghoulettes have given me since I have been with them "Don't think about any bad memories from your past....just the good ones the ones we have created.."
I take several deep breaths before rolling my sleeves down hugging on to Rain, whispering "Thank you guys...."

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