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Part 8 : LESBIAN?

"LESBIAN?!?!" I yell a little to loud because people started looking our direction
"I know...I mean it's not bad to be lesbian " Millie says to me
I give her a nod cuz shes right nothings wrong with that it just feels new to me
Millie then says "Don't worry this is just a secret between us until you're ready to come out"
"Yeah That'd be good"

The rest of the group came up to us and we just hung out for the rest of our time at the beach. Sadie then comes up and sits next to me on the sand, both of us staring into the distance
"So what were you and mills talking about, you both seemed pretty shocked about the topic" Sadie told me."Oh that was really nothing to be honest, we were just talking about.....celebrity gossip really" I said trying my best to make it sound liek we were actually talking about that

"Oh well that's nice to hear"

"What about you and Finn?what were you guys talking about"

"Honestly same as you and Millie"

"Oh okay well that's nice"
It had gotten pretty awkward so I decided to go get a drink
"Do you want anything?" I asked Sadie but she replied with a simple no

I had went over to where the drinks were and Millie was over there as well talking to Gaten
"Millie!!!Omg you will not believe what just happened!!" I told her
"What?What happened tell me everything!!"
I had then explained to her what had happened back then with Sadie including the very awkward parts which was basically the whole conversation

"I mean atleast you guys talked right?.." Millie had said sounding unsure
"I mean yeah but it was very awkward and we're never like this imagine how awkward it would be when we go back to the hotel omg I'm gonna embarrass myself I Just know it,you know what i should just kill myself and I would have nothing to worry about!!" I said ranting on and on about all the embarrassing things that could happen when I talk to Sadie again

"Oaky woah calm down there Nora you have nothings to worry about okay it's fine you guys just need to find a way to break down the wall that's keeping you guys from acting normal to eachother,and just you know---talk it out.."

"Talk it out?Millie that it like the worst way of embarrassing myself in front of her!!what if I accidentally say something so embarrassing that she thinks I'm a weirdo the rest of her life!!"Millie looked at me as if I said that a talking pig was nominated for president

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