Fell in love with my brothers bestie // Jacob Day \\

part 7

We finally arive at the park. Jacob parks the car and helps me out. I smile at him as he holds my hand. We walk around the park we got half way round a pond when we sat on a bench. "Caitlin the summer vacation is nearly over so I won't be able to spend as much time with u as I have to work on soccer to get a scholarship" He says looking down, I look at him and rest my head on his chest looking out at the pond and the swans peacefully swimming "It's OK Jacob, I will always be here no matter what" I say smiling as he kisses my head "I love you" I look up at him and peck his lips "I love you too baby."

Skip 2 hours

Me and Ace where in our living room arguing about ditching each other for Jacob and Paige "You started it Ace u started dating her and leaving me all alone!" I say looking at Ace hurt he was blaming me "Caitlin ever since u shagged my best friend u haven't spoken to me apart from telling me ur going out!" I roll my eyes and laugh "I have not shagged Jacob and ur one to talk all I hear when I talk to Paige my best friend is about u and her, when will u ever relise u pushed me away!" I shout a tear falling from my eyes "I have lost my big brother and bestfriend not to mention my mum and real dad
Ace have u ever thought the reason why I'm always with Jacob is because I don't feel lonely with him?" I say my voice cracking as I grab my phone and storm away to my room. "Caitlin don't walk away. Caitlin!" I slam my bedroom door and jump in my bed and message Paige.

Paige📃❤

Caitlin:
Hey wanna stay at mine as long as u won't ditch me for my brother I really need my best friend x

Paige:
Ofc bubs anytime be there in an hour x

Caitlin:
Ok x

I lay in bed and snuggle up into a ball as tears fall from my eyes.

Thoughts
Why is he blaming me for him pushing me away? He was the one who shagged my best friend and now all of a sudden I'm the villain here because I felt lonely and need someone. Since that person was Jacob Ace hasn't spoken to me or Jacob and only Paige. My dad left me now he is too, my mum is away 24/7 and it hurts to know I'm always alone. Why does no one get that.

My thoughts where interrupted when there was a knock on my door, and Ace popped his head round the door. "Can I come in?" He said in the soft tone, I nodded sniffling and wiping my eyes before sitting up making room for him. He sits next to me and pulls me into a hug "I'm sorry caitlin I never knew how u felt and it breaks me u felt that way" He says rubbing my back. "Well u wasn't saying that when u was with paige sleeping with her every other night then just now when u got angry at me I was confused I felt lonely, first my dad left me then it started to feel like u was two and mum, well mum is just away 24/7. Jacob was there when I didn't want to be lonely he held me at night as I lay thinking about where my dad was, and now ur making me feel bad but why should I?" I say as tears fall from my eyes again. "U shouldn't I'm just being selfish and I didn't know, I don't know how it feels to lose a dad or to be lonely I'm sorry and I'm grateful that Jacob was here to hold u when I was with paige pushing u both away, but I'm here now." He says rubbing my head. We stay like this for a few minutes when my phone goes of. It was Jacob

Jacob🤍

Jacob:
Hey babe u okay? Xx

Caitlin:
Hi bubs yh u xx

Jacob:
I'm good what u doing? Xx

Caitlin:
Hanging with Ace waiting for Paige xx

Jacob:
Oh okay well I'll see u tomorrow? Xx

Caitlin:
Sure I'll come urs xx

Jacob:
Ok xx

I turn my phone of and get up from my bed as I hear paige at the door. "Go hang with paige while I shower" I say as Ace got up from my bed "u sure?" I look at him with a straight face "No I want u to sit in ur room alone and Paige will sit in here alone go on" I say shoving him out the door. I sigh when I close my door and head to my dresser pulling out an outfit:

I then went into my bathroom turned my shower on and hopped in. I let the warm refreshing water run down my body as I rethink my whole life. After 15 minutes I was finally done, I hopped out the shower and dried of chucking my pj's on and brushing my teeth. I then went in my room played break my sole by Beyoncé as I dried my hair in my mirror. Once I was done I paused my music and went and knocked on my brothers door. I was called in so I opened the door and saw them cuddling and Paige asleep. "Oh okay just send her in my room if she wakes up" I say forcing a smile, Ace nods. The thing is I could have really used a sleep over with my best friend right now. I went downstairs as I needed a drink. I grabbed a glass when I headed giggling and talking from my brothers room "She actually fell for it now I can stay here with u baby" I hear Paige whisper. I sigh as a tear rolls down my cheek I wipe it away filling my glass with water and go upstairs to my room. I sit on my bed and grab my phone unlocking it and messaging Jacob

Jacob🤍

Caitlin: wanna ft?xx

Jacob: Sure hang on xx

Caitlin: Ok xx

I wait a couple minutes until I hear my phone go of. I answer it and see Jacob lay in bed. "Hey gorgeous" I smile putting happy feet on "Hi bubs" I say placing my phone against my pillow tucking my self under the blanket and turning to face Jacob "Watching happy feet and calling u what about u?" I say looking at Jacob "nowt much on call to u that's all" I nod and lay my head on my pillow laughing at Jacob taking a screenshot. After half an hour I end up falling asleep.