𝙉𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 (𝙙𝙬𝙩 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧)

4 - 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙣

I thought he was right.

I reflected enough to figure it out. I've had two years to do it, at least.

I've come to the conclusion that I have, in fact, been entirely out of control with my power. I've hurt a lot of people, and it can never sit right with me anymore.

The power that I have possession of is dangerous.

And I strive to be in complete control of it.

I never decided my fate, but being the daughter of the Goddess of Death isn't what I wanted it to be.

But it's who I am, so I've got to put up with it whether I want to or not.

On bright morning like this one, I don't have time to think about Clay, but instead I take the time to make my way back to the prison and see him again.

Sam was giving me shit about visiting again, even after Clay attacked me. I simply didn't care, and I made it very clear to him.

So, with the letter in hand, I was, again, traveling across the magma pit into the obsidian cage.

Clay stared back at me the whole time with the glint of hope in his evergreen eyes. He smiles lightly, genuinely looking happy after I meet his eyes and smiled.

I waited until I reached the cage and the lava began to fall again to speak.

"Do you mean any of it," I asked him, eyes meeting his. His expression softened, "every word, Y/N."

I swallowed a lump in my throat, "then tell me. Tell me to my face you love me. Tell me you didn't use me to gain trust from other people."

The silence was deafening.

Clay came very close to me, standing directly in front of my shorter figure. He placed his index finger under my chin and his thumb on my bottom lip, then moved his lips very, very close to my ear,

"You are my whole world, Y/N. I love you with my whole heart."

And I believed it.

Every. Fucking. Word.

I smashed my lips to his, kissing him in a fit of passion. He kissed back harder, taking control of the situation. We stood there, holding each other whilst partaking in a battle of teeth and tongue.

In the midst of our kiss, I felt a moisture touch my cheek. I opened my eyes and separated from Clay to see him staring back at me, eyes soft and tears staining his own face.

I shifted onto my toes, making myself able to reach his face with my own, and laid a kiss to the salty trails.

He took one of my hands and brought it up to his lips, kissing it slowly.

We sat for a few minutes, smiling, crying.

I love him.

He loves me.

We love each other.

"Y/N?"

I looked up into his eyes, shining.

"Yes, Clay?" I ask.

He inhaled slowly, "Isn't it funny that this all started because I was so infatuated with you during the L'Manburg war, that I just had to capture you?"

I chuckled, "That's why you did it?"

He nodded, chuckling as well, before going silent.

We sat for a few more minutes, watching the lava fall together.

He broke the silence, "I'm sorry."

I quickly turned to him.

"I'm sorry for everything I've done to you. You never deserved any of it. You're a beautiful woman whose strong, independent, smart, loving, talented.., the list goes on. What I'm trying to say, Y/N, is that I can't imagine living a life without you.

"You changed me. You helped me grow, become a better person. My only regret was hurting you. I don't understand why I was in the mindset I was... I don't know why I didn't listen to you! I don't know why I didn't settle down with you!

"All I want is to spend the rest of my life with you."

I was in shock, to be honest. Especially the last sentence he spoke. Does he mean it?

"I want to marry you. I want to have children with you. I want a family with you," he spoke again.

I gasped deeply, hugging him tight and tackling him to the floor, "I want that too, Clay. I want a family. I want you.

"I promise that I'll get you out of here one day so we can."

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i am alive barely rn 😮‍💨😮‍💨

i have finals in a few hours and i'm totally not prepared hahahahaha

poetry is going to kick my ass on so many levels tbh❤️

but anyway!!!

Y/N + TECHNO REDEMPTION????

MIGHT THEY BREAK OUT DREAM TOGETHER HMMMMMM??????

stick around... might not be too long before the next update... :)

-autumn 🍂