Neighbours

Chapter 57

Dixie: O-Ok

Noah: Im sorry

Noah keeps saying he is sorry but is he really? I mean he did try to stay with me while cheating and thats terrible. This baby is killing me, im starving. I turn to the back and grab the bag of food from the backseat then turn back infront with it on my lap. I take out my rice and cheese, place the bag of Noah food and drinks in the back seat and start eating

Noah: Do you really find that good?

Dixie: This shit bussing bussing

Noah: How long we staying in Los Angelos for?

Dixie: 8 days so we will be back Sunday night for school on Monday

Noah: Thank you for bookimg this trip Dixie, it means alot. Right now, i just want to see Hailey and you made that possible

Dixie: I want to see her also hence i booked the tickets

The ride was silent for a while. We have about 15 minutes to go before we reach back to the dorm but there was alot of traffic so it could be longer. I finished my rice and cheese and was still hungry. Damn, pregnancy makes a person really hungry and have alot of changes. I took the bag with Noahs food and placed my empty box in it, took out Noahs chicken salad, placed the bag back in the backseat and began eating his salad. I guess i forgot to ask him because of what he said

Noah: The baby making you super hungry?

I have gotten accustome eating Noahs food when we are next to each other so i guess i kind of relived that memory without noticing. I feel bad.........really bad for starting to eat his food. I even feel sad since i know this is the last time that this will ever happen

Dixie: Oh shoot. Im so sorry. I didnt realise that i picked up your food. Im putting this back in the bag for you and i will buy you another one

I started closing the box when i felt the car stop. We were at a red light. Noah opened back the box and handed me back the fork then continued driving as the light turned green

Noah: Your fine Dixie. Its not your fault and even if you did put it back, i wouldnt have made you buy another one for me. We use to share food all the time so i wouldnt mind. Now continue eating it and feed the hungry baby in you

Dixie: That would have been wierd if you ate it after me and thank you

Noah: I guess it would be. You want anything else to eat?

Dixie: Nope but now you need something to eat

Noah: I will eat whatever it has at the dorm. This traffic is too much and i hate traffics

Now i feel bad. Im eating his food, in his car that he bought for himself and he is just going to eat whatever it has at the dorm. If he wanted to eat whatever it has at the dorm then he wouldnt have left the dorm in the first place but he did, which can only mean that he really wanted this chicken salad

Dixie: I will make you a chicken salad since i am eating yours

Noah: No. What i want you to do when we get back to the dorm is just like last time, pack all the blades and lighters in something and give it to me

Dixie: Not happening

Noah: Why?

Dixie: Because last time i was you girlfriend now im not your girlfriend so you cant make me do it

Noah: Dont do it Dixie and i will tell everyone that you are pregnant

Dixie: You wouldnt

Noah: True but Dixie, self harming isnt the best option. Give up all your blades and lighters and everything will be ok

I get why Noah dont trust me but i mean this is different his time. He himself made me want to stop self harming when he told me that it could harm the baby

Dixie: Im keeping it. Its not like im going to use it again. I dont want my baby life to be endangered because of my fucking emotions. Ugh i need to stop cursing so much since i have baby coming soon

Noah: Ok fine. I trust you but if you start back again Dixie, im finding a councilor for you to speak to and you will have to go. Also, you are cursing now but when you give birth, im 1000% sure your mother instinct will not allow you to curse around your baby

I wanted to stop all this right here and correct him to say our baby instead of my baby but i couldnt. My baby is what i love the god damn most other than Noah so i cant share him or her just like i said before

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