today you felt off
so I decided you hate me
your messages were different
and less frequent
and I'd think nothing of it
think maybe you were just busy
except
the night before
I gave you my heart
in vulnerable pieces
I opened my safe
and let you peek inside
to see the shambles
that are my thoughts
you gave me support
but it felt forced
you didn't want to dwell in
the mess that I am
so you became distant today
so you hate me
and the friends I told
say I'm irrational
and that you wouldn't do that
and that you're a good friend
but they don't know
the darkness I showcased
that probably scared you off
like it does everyone else
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Brain Dump
الشعرIf I write a poem, it goes here. A collection of thoughts, dreams, fears, and whatever else I see in my brain. TW: mentions of sexual assault, suicide, depression, anxiety, self harm
